@sapphire_wani: The Anthology of Self-Reflection

(late introduction) Sincerely, wanis.

"This is my story,
a story about me,
a child that step heartily,
to the ladder of adolescent as adult to be,
awoken by harsh reality,
but still want to dream in the fantasy."
                                                                     - sincerely, wanis. -

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Hi everyone. I am @sapphire_wani , the wattpad writer who mainly write fanfic and is also a fan-artist.

This is the anthology of my thoughts, self-reflecting myself over the years. Started the drafts since 2021, yet never update it because I had no courage to do it. The languages are in English and Malay mostly.

I fear a lot of things.

I fear people.

I fear situations.

I fear my works being copied.

I fear being judged.

...

And the my worst fear?

I fear me.

.......

To be honest, I am really afraid of exposing myself. I was harassed online several times before once some creeps find out my actual age. I don't know if I mentioned it to you before, I tried to start gaming online beside otome games and most guys there are not nice. I don't want to tell you what they said to me... Only very few players are kind to me, guiding me and told those people to stop harassing me.

Also the fact that my fanfic being uploaded on another site without my permission. That's scary. What if people start attacking me for something I wrote when I was just an immature teen?

Some things happened beside those..

So here I am. Reflecting.

I don't know what to feel.

Everything is just too overwhelming.

I wished for an escapism.

Need to save me from myself.
........

So, I created this anthology.