THEN A LIMERENCE ...NOW MY LOVE

HER PAST , THEIR FUTURE??

SORRY GUYS FOR LATE UPDATES BUT CAN'T HELP.. WASN'T DOING WELL & CLASSES WILL START SOON SO I WON'T BE ABLE TO GIVE REGULAR UPDATES .MAY BE TWICE A MONTH. SO PLZ TRY AND ADJUST ...HOPE U LIKE IT..

RIYA'S POV:

LOVE , SUCH A STRANGE EMOTION NA..It really has some power....It either changes u for good or bad...but for sure it changes u . Look how it changed a sensitive girl like Sakshi to insensitive , someone like Rathore Sir shy , someone like Karan worked up , someone like shree irritating ,someone like chotu fret . It too made someone like Ayesha calm , liza too caring , vru emotionally strong & someone like Bulbul tongue-tied...(reminiscing all the past memories)someone like Arjun sir....

Love can either make u win the world or even lose urself . Thts wt people say...But Arjun Sir & I both lost ourselves to stand and win this world ....(closes her eyes-Arjun's fallen face with painful eyes flashes infront of her -opens eye with a jerk.)

Oh God!! How can I be such an idiot?? How can I leave him alone when I know how hurt he must be feeling??He was crestfallen by Sakshi's baseless allegations . He was in so much pain & I...(panicky- moves out of flat to road) God!! How can I be so engrossed in myself when I can't even imagine wt he must be feeling?? (catches a taxi and....)

DRIVER:Where to ma'am??

Where to??Where can he be?? He won't go to lodge bcoz it has nothing related to Roshni ji ...& seeing his condition he must be needing some warmth and comfort ....Where can he go?? Where? Where??Whe....Oh yes!!He must have gone there ...But what if he's not there...He has never been there after Roshni ji's death then...but thats the only place where he can get that warmth ...lets take this risk Riya!!(fishing out phone and seraching something )

RI:..................Be quick bhaiya

DRI:Yes ma'am.

(REACHING PLACE -PAYING -MOVING TOWARDS THE ENTRANCE OF THE HOUSE -SEES FRONT DOOR OPEN )

I knew it...I knew it . Thank God !!He is here ...near Roshni ji ...No matter how many miles away u r but when in pain one heart reaches the other.............(hesitating) Should I go in ?? But..its his and Roshni ji's space ..Ig I should return ..but what if he needs me?? Com on Riya !! Y would he need u?? But still...ughhhhh!

Wait !!O crap!!This is the same place where she was killed ...(panicky ) I need to go in..need to see him...need to know he is fine (moist eyes )

THIRD PERSON 'S POV:

Riya rushes in with jet speed and panicking while searching Arjun. At an instant she stops and looks at the man sitting behind the dining table , engrossed in his own world . Anyone seeing him now would never tell that its the same ARJUN RAWTE who could even tell the sudden change in wind's direction. He was so lost and broken that he didn't even realise Riya's presence until she kept her hand on his shoulder . Suddenly he came out of his trance with alert mode on ...looked at Riya with a sense of ...longing and before anyone could predict hugged her . He hugged her as if his entire existence depended on her , as if he would be dead the moment he released her, as if she is the lake in his desert,shelter of his storm and cure to his disease..as if she is his everything. Riya too couldn't help but cry with him . But this time it was different . She wasn't crying for Arjun this time ...but for her. ♡Always bottling up feelings and controlling emotions doesn't make u strong , speaking ur mind, expressing ur feelings & pouring ur emotions is what shows ur strength .♡

This is what both of them needed & its high time they both realise this...

ARJUN'S POV :

Despair...Depressed....Dark....Dull..Death ...Sorrow..Pain ..Guilt ....Hollow..BLANK..《Guys I don't know but when I'm generally upset I shut off me from myself ...its like I feel nothing nor think anything...completely hollow and blank in that interval...something like living dead..so Its the same with Arjun here ....》