My Sunshine

Second Thoughts

Class had passed by quickly, lunch had just arrived. (Y/N) unpacked his bento he had prepared for himself, one he had made exceptionally healthy.

Huh, I am starting to have fun due to those days, the days with Tohka. (Y/N) thought as he ate. But, she did deserve to have a happy day while I...I don't think I did, now thinking of it, all I did try to save my sister from leukemia but at what cost, why did I deserve a good day when I did those things?

"(Y/N), may I have a word with you?" Origami dully asked.

"Um sure." (Y/N) robotically responded.

"Follow me then it's a private matter." Origami said.

"Sure."

They both went out of the classroom and went up the stairs of the school. The two of them arrived at the doors to the roof of the school building.

"So, (Y/N) how are you still alive?" Origami asked.

"I ate food." (Y/N) responded. "But to be honest I am not sure how the hell I am alive and I am disappointed I'm alive."

"I shot you." Origami said.

"Oh, thank you." (Y/N) said.

"What is wrong with you, why do you want to die so badly?" Origami asked, raising.

(Y/N) paused.

"You are going so far to avenge your parents to resort to murder right?" (Y/N) asked.

"Spirits are creatures of destruction that will bring upon the apocalypse, they are not humans." Origami responded.

"Oh, so you think it's justified?" (Y/N) asked.

"Yes, they-" Origami began.

"So you think it's okay to attack and attempt to kill something that looks human, moves like a human, is possibly sentient, and possibly has the bodily  functions as a human being?" (Y/N) interrupted Origami.

He turned to face Origami.

"Tobiichi Origami, I used to think my actions a year ago or two where justified when I tried to help my sister, where do you think I got the money I currently have?" (Y/N) asked her as he got closer to the white haired girl. "There is no possible way a 16 year old would have been left with over a billion yen from just the will of his late family right?"

Origami walked a little backwards instinctively as the one-eyed boy got closer.

"Do you understand where my desire to die comes from Origami, I did forget to mention to that did anything for my sister, it didn't matter if it was legal or not, so..." (Y/N) began.

"...don't feel guilty about shooting me, and don't feel sorrow when I die."

At the Physics room

"So he is basically immoral as long as his body gets the necessary things to heal itself in food?" Kotori asked.

"Correct, and if the body doesn't have enough nutrients to build itself..." Reine explained.

She grabbed a dropper with a bit of (Y/N)'s blood to a petri dish with a slice of meat. Reine then squeezed the out a drop of the blood onto the meat. The meat that made contact with the blood began to melt away as if acid was poured on it.

"...the blood and other bodily fluids will consume any organic material to get the nutrients necessary to repair itself, then return to (Y/N) if the body feels the need for the nutrients which is why these starved cells aren't going back to (Y/N) now that they got the meat, that is DEM's attempt to make an immoral replica of Shido, this artificiality made human also had his genes selected to look as nonthreatening and as attractive as possible, to invoke a sense of pity when he his harmed and only needs to do any act of affection to seal a Spirit, no matter the mental state of the Spirit." Reine finished.

"I see, good thing we got to him first." Kotori said.

"Yeah and the lab and research had been destroyed by 2 traitors among their staff." Reine added.