Being Exiled Isn't Easy

Sun, Dec 13, 2020

Wow, it's been a while since I've wrote in a journal.

Hello, I'm Tommy. I guess you would already know that. I have been in L'manburg for only one day and I feel a lot better.

My eyes turned a little back to it's original state but it's still faded. Dream gave me you to write in and I guess I appreciate it?

Me and Dream aren't really on the best terms but we're getting there. He brought me back to Tubbo but I can tell that he feels extremely guilty...I don't want him to feel that way...Of course, I've always thought of him to be a bad person after he exiled me but he will always be the same Tubbo, my Tubbo, my bestfriend.

It feels embarrassing to be taken care of by him, I never had someone take care of me like I was a toddler other than Wilbur and Philza, they made me seem like I was baby most of the life I've lived. But of course that's how it is when you're the youngest and cause a lot of trouble. By the time, i was getting close to me teenage years Techno and Wilbur were already in or getting ready for college. And since Philza was doing his own thing Wilbur usually took care of me, going to college and back home to take care of me and Tubbo.

I never did too much during that because he was already tired from all the college work he got. So I tried my best as good as possible.

Me and Tubbo would try to do really nice things for Wilbur. We would clean up his room on days when he was in a rush to get to college because he would always tidy his room before leaving. We would surprise him with a small cake we bought with money we earned and Techno, Him, me, and Tubbo would share it.

I miss thoes days of just enjoying living with my brothers instead of now, where me and Dream are at each others throats about music discs. It just feels like we're two toddlers fight over a toy...

Sincerely,

Tommy