The Hospital: A Short Story of Betrayal 💔

Chapter 2-6

Anonymous^
⚠️ Rated R Content ⚠️

Three months had gone by. Time flies when you're having fun right?! And I was definitely having fun. All of a sudden In those three months alone I'd devolved  a new burst of energy that I didn't have before. Me and Luke constantly talked. On face time, on the phone, and texting constantly. I had started to become dependent on his constant energy! We even went to sleep together on the phone. Listening to his snores and just him breathing was so soothing to me. Just the feeling of having some one there who wanted to be there filled my soul with happiness.

His smile was infectious. If he smiled I had no choice but to smile. When he laughed,with his quirky laugh, it  made me laugh. When he'd joke with me I'd do my best to joke back. I fed off his energy like a leech feeding off of a human. If he was the virus I was his carrier. If he was the peanut butter I'd be the jelly. If he was the tick DAMMIT I would've been the dog.  That boy made me feel ALIVE again. The best part was all we'd ever had was conversations. I hadn't even met him in person, had se. with him, kissed him nothing. Some of that  was finally time to change that.

I remember my first time meeting him. He picked me up that to me was so romantic. I'd never really had a guy pick me up so when he came I was automatically happy but nervous. I got into the car nervously and smiled I said hey and he said hey. Luke looked so much different in person and in a GOOD way. He was sooooooooooo FINEEEEE. Talll and even a bit muscular. I couldn't keep my eyes off him LITERALLY. I tried my best to look out the window or fiddle with my purse but somehow my eyes just kept glancing at him. He just had that affect on people or maybe it was just me. I finally took a deep breath and just decided to be myself. Most girls try and be all girly when they first go to a guys house. NOT ME! I made myself comfortable automatically. Took my shoes off jumped on the bed and laid across it like I was a five year old in a candy shop.

He was slightly surprised that I was that comfortable but hey we were talking for three months it was no need for me to act like I was new to this. I wanted him to see that I was the same goofy person that was on FaceTime with him everyday. Just prettier. Most importantly, I wanted him to see that I was real, and everything I'd ever said to him was real. I've always prioritized authenticity in relationships. I wantEd him  to accept me as I am and get to know me just like I wanted to get to know his authentic true self. Flaws and all. I confidently talked to him and even play fought with him for a while. His vibe was so chill and cool. That's what I loved the most about him. When I was with him nothing and I mean NOTHING MATTERED. Did I mention he'd already said he loved me. It's different when you're not the first one to say I love you. HE said he LOVED me, and he said it first. I went from teetering on the edge of a cliff to just falling head first. FAST! I could tell my heart was about to be fully in it.

We finally laid there and cuddled he looked at me as if I was the most beautiful woman in the world. He kissed my forehead, then my cheeks and then finally my lips. His lips was soo soft. At first it was just a peck. Literally about as fast as a bird pecking a tree. I didn't kiss back I was caught off guard. He looked at me again, and I drowned in his eyes. All of a sudden I could feel moisture developing in my pants, but I ignored it because I KNEW I wasn't ready for that. I WANTED it but I just wasn't ready. He kissed me again but this time I made sure to kiss back so he'd know I felt the same way. As we kissed passionately I felt his strong arms wrap around my shoulders pulling me closer to him. I tried my best to keep my composure as his strong hands caressed ever inch of my body. The closer he got to my pants the hotter I got. He continued to kiss me passionately moving to my neck. Now ima be upfront my neck is a sensitive spot so it took everything in me to hold strong. I knew  what I WANTED to do, but it just wasn't the right time. I am not like most girls. Who can sleep with their vagina. That's not the case with me. I sleep with my mind and my heart, so if there's even a small amount of doubt in my mind or heart it won't happen even if I crave it.

He bit my neck and I don't mean softly either. Aggressively, but for some reason this aggression turned me on even more. I could tell he wanted me right then and there. I'd never had that level of aggression before so it was different and I liked that. He began unbuttoning my pants and I grabbed his hand. He pushed it aside and said move your hand. In a deep firm voice. LAWWWDDD I liked to fainted. his aggressiveness Is what turned me own because I  just wasn't used to being man handled like that and I LOVEDDDDD IT.

He slowly made his hands down my already soaked panties. I heard him breath heavily as he slid his fingers in and out of me. He played with her first gently then aggressively as he felt how my body caved in with each thrust of his fingers. Did I mention he was skillful with just his hands. Doing mathematics on my vagina. I felt him adding and subtracting fingers. Shoot at one point I thought he was multiplying down there. Have you ever hav some one finger you and  rub your butt hole at the same time!? I hadn't either but that night I did and I tell you I was willing to risk it all. He was so good at making me feel hot. He whispered in my ear that I could stay wet for a long time and that he couldn't wait to feel it. That's when I told him I just wasn't ready yet. Surprisingly he respected that and said whenever I was ready he would be ready, and he wasn't going to rush me. That moment is what began to make me feel secure, but the real question was, was he just talking? You see a lot of guys can say they'll wait but will they? We kissed, cuddled, and talked the whole night until he took me home. I kissed him good night and wished him a safe journey home. I hugged him tightly and looked in his eyes and said I love you. I meant it with every bone, vein, breath, and cell in my body. I laid in my own bed smiling ear to ear thinking about him. I  dreamed about him, and I knew once I started to dream about him it was over. He would soon have my entire heart.

I could feel myself loving Luke more and more and I knew I had to slow down before we reached a danger zone. I knew that I could love ONE person with my entire heart. Especially If I was getting L.A.L.A. Love, Attention, Loyalty, and Affection. That's all I've ever wanted from one person. The crazy part is it doesn't even cost anything, but not many people can offer that to one person. With Luke I was getting love and attention but he was questionable on the loyalty and Affection. I wanted to make sure I could really trust him. Feel safe to share myself with him before fully moving to another level with him. What I didn't know was that he'd be doing things to jeopardize it all! While I was dreaming he was scheming.......