Insanely Insane|| Lams

Chapter 17

Alexanders POV

Why would peggy let him call me?. I can't believe her. I just want to be away from him..i can't see him anymore not now not ever...just what he did to me that day i couldn't handle it im sorry..

i love him. i do, but he's..hes insane.

i hear a knock on my door and sigh. i swear if it's eliza i might just snap.

"what-" i started to say as i open the door to see a delivery man holding a bouquet of flowers.

"alexander hamilton?" he asks and i nod slowly

"for you." he says and hands me the flowers with a small smile and walks away. I close my door and set the flowers on the kitchen table

who would send me flowers? Lafayette maybe? just to fuck with me. I shake my head as i see a card i grab it and start to read it...

"i love you so much..i'm really sorry for what i did to you that day. i regret it so much..i miss you...
- your turtle boy"

i scoff. seriously peggy?. she's the only one that's behind this why is she letting him do this? she could lose her job.

i rip up the card and throw it on the floor i shove the flowers in the trash and stomp to my room. I can't get away from him can i?..i just want him to leave me alone...i want things to go back to how they were before i ever met him..

i lay on my bed and tear up as i lay my head on my pillow..of course i'll never be able to forget him, nor do i want to. This just hurts.. this feeling that i never wanted myself to feel again. It hurts..it hurts so much...

John's POV

it's night time. finally. i smile to myself as i tuck the piece of ripped paper into the pocket of my jacket. I open my door and look both ways before walking down the empty hallway. i'm going to do it. i'm finally going to do it.

I find myself at the front of the hospital as i see a guard by the door.

shit. shit shit shit. how am i going to get passed him?.. i look around and see a fake plant in a beautiful glass vase..it would be a shame if someone were to break it. i smirk to myself. perfect. i guess..it would have to work....right?

i see him turn around to face the glass as he looks out side i grab the plant and throw it by someone's room. Of course it makes a loud sound and breaks into pieces. I hide as he snaps his head around to look

"dammit." he says to himself as he runs over to the room. he looks down at the mess and starts to pick it up but by the time he's done i'm already out of the door.

yes! i did it! i run down the sidewalk doing a little dance as celebration.
it feels so good to be out here and not locked up all the time...the fresh air smells so good the breeze feels incredible. I might never want to go back there..
but i know i have to
i'm on my way to you alexander. i will see you soon. very very soon.

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SORRRYY i've been slacking i know 🧍‍♀️ also have you seen the "After We Collided" movie yet?
  anyways. here's my favorite line from it
  "fucking Trevor"
thank you. have a wonderful day <3