Dear Anyone,

My Family/friends

My family/friends:

Some of my family I love to death, others... well...

Mother- She is the most wonderful woman that I have Taken advantage of in the past years. She's there for me and even though she is the family member I trust the most; she doesn't know about my deepest secrets(that I am atheist and bisexual). She is an alcoholic, but with the things she has been through, No one can blame her.

Father- He is an ass. He has problems and I wouldn't tell him a secret of mine to save my soul. He is a religious extremest. He is a recovered alcoholic and has bipolar disorder. Even though my father had made me cry myself to sleep and self harm I still love him. Sure he is an ass, barley tolerable to live with; he is still my father.

"E"(brother)- He can be a jackass. Honestly if he wasn't my brother I would hate him. And if it wasn't for the fact that I'm his baby sister he would hate me too and be a bigger ass. He is just like his father (we have separate Dad's) and it is horrible. He is weird but Who am I to say anything? He's my brother and I'll live him forever.

"S"(brother)- He is my bubby. The only one of my brothers that I can actually stand. He is a recovery addicted and he is my role model. He has been down a tough road and is still keeping his head high and getting his shit together. He has the most beautiful three kids that I love unconditionally (even though I hate almost ever child 10-). He is my favorite brother and I don't know if I could have made it this far witness out him.

"J"(brother)- He is another jackass. He is just like our father which makes things worse. He is one of those people that act like they are in a higher class than anyone and is better. He is going to be married soon to one of the worse woman ever. She is a gold digger that has a high pitch voice that could break glass. J is the only person that can make me cry over No reason. We use to be so close then he met her and we rarely talk.

"D"(beat friend)- I love this girl. She is like my sister and I would kill for her. She has been through so much and is the strongest person I know. I am so glad I have her in my life. We may have not know each other for the longest of a time but that doesn't matter. We're both there for each other No matter what. I love her more than words can say and is the one person I would trust with my life.

"E"(other best friend)- E is my other best friend. We have known each other longer than me and D have and knows more about me. I love her to death. Even though she can be annoying as fuck she is one of the closest people I have in my life. She can be a bitch, but she's my bitch. Hurt her and I'll hurt you. That chick is family and I'll do anything for her.

Granny "R"- She was the best woman ever. She died on August 30 2008. Rip granny. She was the most caring woman ever. She wasn't the richest but would buy something for anyone if they needed it. She didn't judge anyone. I love and miss her everyday. She was like my second mother. I was a little ass hole of a kid and wish I could tell her sorry and THANK you for putting up with my shit. I don't think that I have ever cried so hard when I found out she died. I'd do anything to have her back in my life. I love you Granny "R"!!!

Papaw "E"- He was a grouchy old man but that doesn't mean that I didn't love him. He gave me a Nick name pretty blue because of my blue eyes. He died December 21 2013. Rip Papaw "E"! I love and miss you!

Granny "S"- She is a religious extremest. She doesn't know that I am atheist or bisexual. And I do not plan on telling her. She is the most judgmental person I know and forced to love. It is obvious I am her least favorite grandchild and I don't blame her. I told her that my other Granny was my favorite Granny. Even though she can be a pain I love her.

Papaw "M"- He is another religious extremest but I love him. He isn't my real grandfather. He is my step grandfather but has always been there for me and loves me.

"Da"(cousin)- me and her are really close. I use to hate her. She got on my nerves so bad but now she is like my sister and is there for me. She May not know my deepest secrets but is still one of the closest people in my life right now. She is a little shit that gets on my nerves but I love her.

That's pretty much it...