Teach Me ( Marilyn Manson X Reader Fanfiction )

Don't fret Precious I'm Here...

Days turned into weeks then a few months. Both you and Nancy became really close friends, and Chris was there for you whenever you needed him. As for Marilyn, he seemed to become more and more less of himself. He'd miss days of school and even when he did come back, it didn't seem like him. It was Thursday and you and Nancy walked to school together.

"Omg ___, please tell me you did last nights assignment?"

"Uhhh...well.."

"HOLY SHIT! ___! Now we're both going to be in trouble. You know I sometimes copy off your homework because you always do your work. But all of a sudden you don't do your work? What were you up to yesterday?"

You had to lie. Last night was feeding night. You had to give up some blood to Chris and that took a toll on you afterwards. You were tired and the last thing on your mind was homework.

"I stayed up late playing videogames."

"Wow ___, just wow. Well alright time for us to get detention!"

Finally arriving the bell already rung and you guys just made it on time. You tiredly sat over at your desk along with Nancy. Everyone sat themselves down yet Marilyn wasn't even here yet. About ten minutes passed as he finally entered the room.

"I apologize everyone for being late, I had some family problems to attend to."

You studied him as class went on throughout the day. It didn't seem like him though. Judging by his constant yawning and fake laugh every now and then, he wasn't happy. You kept yourself from talking to him these last few months...but you felt the need to talk to him. Just to make sure he was doing fine. The last few minutes of class is where you guys had to turn in your work and both you and Nancy didn't do it. Surprisingly it was just the two of you in class who had better things to do than homework. As the rest of the class left Marilyn already started writing your detention slips.

"Alright be here tomorrow after school tomorrow for two hours," he said handing it to you.

Quickly glancing over to Nancy she quickly left the classroom to leave the two of you alone. You told her earlier that you needed to talk to him about your grade but of course it wasn't about that.

"...uh Mr. Manson?..."

He looked up at you and his eyes...oh how you missed seeing them.

"Yes ___?..."

"I just wanted to know how you're doing if that's fine.."

He smiled at you but you didn't believe it. You've faked smiled many times before and you could see it from a mile away. Before speaking he took a deep breath.

"I've been doing great, no need to worry. So about your hom-"

"Don't lie Marilyn. I know you're not fine..I can see it in your eyes."

"Even if I'm not, does that mean....you still care for me?..."

Before having the chance to turn away he grabbed your arm.

"___ just this once, please listen.."

He reached in his drawer and pulled out a letter which he gave to you.

"Don't let anyone else read this. It's only for your eyes only. Please ___, for my sake, just please read it as soon as possible.."

You looked at it to see it was a report card.

"Your grades are fine just make sure you do your homework next time.."

He smiled and you did the same back. You shoved the letter in your back pocket and headed for the door. Griping the handle you just stood there not wanting to leave. But there was nothing to say. All you wanted to do was just hug him for fucks sake. You admitted to yourself, you may just have missed him a little. Tightly shutting your eyes you then felt the cold sensation of a hand resting on your shoulder.

"Are you alright?"

"....."

"Dearie..."

He hugged you from behind. No. I can't. Not right now. You liked Chris now, or so you thought. But feeling this again felt so right. His grip around your waist became tighter and you turned around to face him.

"Marilyn..."

Your cell then went off.

"I uh...I'll see you tomorrow.."

Exiting the class you answered your phone and it was Chris.

"Hey ___, just wanted to know if you're okay."

"Yeah I am just me and Nancy were kind of in trouble is all."

"I don't have to punish you now do I? Just kidding haha I'm waiting outside."

"___!" Nancy yelled at the top of her lungs and hugged you tightly.

"I missed you! I haven't seen you in years!"

She laughed and you did as well.

"Stop it!"

"You're no fun. So how's your grade?"

"Marilyn said it's doing fine but I should just continue doing my homework is all."

"Okay good. As for me I know I'm barely passing but at least I'm passing."

You put the letter into your backpack and once you were outside you hugged Nancy goodbye. Chris drove you home and dropped you off. He'd always meet you late at night as always and your parents worked all day so you didn't really worry about your parents finding out about Chris. As you entered your house you quickly rushed to your room and locked yourself in the bathroom. Marilyn told you to not let anyone else read the letter and no one was here so might as well.

'Dearie...I'm writing this to you to let you know...well everything. I'll try to keep this short and straight to the point. ___, Chris is using you for his own personal gain. He honestly doesn't care about you. All you are to him is his meal, that's it. I know this for a fact is because....we actually used to be good friends. Things changed but he hasn't. You have to believe me please. I would never lie to you or ever want to leave you either love. This whole time...I've actually been growing weaker as you could tell. Not only from not having my meal but from Chris as well. I know the both of you have become close and this may be hard for you to realize but about your 'feeding night' do you really know why Chris needs your blood besides needing to eat? To simply use it for himself. I know he's getting stronger and if you keep letting him, nothing good will come of it. He plans to kill both of us and take over the world with his group of vampires."

You sat there on the floor crying to yourself wanting Marilyn back. But you couldn't exactly just leave Chris. Could he really be lying? He seems to have been honest with you this whole time. But you had to find out tonight. Looking down at the last line you sobbed even more.

"Please I ask you this most honestly, is Chris really the one you want to be with? Deep down I know you don't want him. I miss you ___, and not one day has gone by where I haven't stopped loving you.."

You held the letter close to your chest and more tears came. Quickly, you grabbed the towel and wiped your face. You have to be strong. No more crying. Tonight you'd ask Chris what you should have done sooner.

( Author's Note : I highly apologize for the long wait on this chapter. I've been busy with school and such and yeah. Thank you to those taking time to read my story it means a lot and next chapter will be up soon! )