Teach Me ( Marilyn Manson X Reader Fanfiction )

Heart of Everything

It was finally Monday again and the whole week went by fast. But this entire time in class Marilyn, or as you would have to say Mr. Manson wasn't acting like himself. Every time you'd make eye-contact he'd quickly look away trying to avoid you. The time that Chris came over a few days ago out of nowhere most likely had something to do with it. School finally ended and you took this chance to talk with him. You waited till everyone left and got up to walk over to his desk.

"Marilyn..."

He stayed with his head down piling a stack of work.

"Marilyn," you said sternly.

He looked up at you.

"What's wrong? And please don't say nothing because I know there's something on your mind. You've been avoiding me I can tell. I just want to help."

Marilyn took a deep breath.

"___, I care about you okay? I just...I can't tell you."

"Tell me what exactly?"

Marilyn stayed silent.

"Marilyn, please I need to know.."

"It's just every time I see you, I can't...I don't..." He said with a strict voice.

Your heart began to beat faster. What was he going to say? You realized since that day of Chris's arrival, Marilyn wouldn't talk to you as much. He would talk but then say he'd needed to be somewhere else.

"___, I don't think we should-"

A tear strolled down your face as you finished off for him.

"-see each other anymore?"

More tears streamed down your face and Marilyn took what you said by surprise.

"No of cours-"

"No! It's fucking fine Marilyn...why else would you ignore me? You know what you're right. We should break up. This whole thing was one big mistake...I should have never looked up to you!"

Marilyn was about to tell you something but you bolted running out the door. You held in everything and just looked down. The whole way home you looked down avoiding other students faces while walking home. Today was Friday and your mom would be out shopping and your dad wouldn't be home from work later tonight. You finally arrived and ran straight to your room. Salty tears made your face wet and your vision became blurry. You slid against your closed door feeling like everything he told you was a lie.

"Fucking...ma-arilyn.." You said inbetween sobs.

A few hours passed and you laid on your right side facing towards the balcony. Your mom came home and entered your room thinking you were asleep but you laid there the entire time crying to yourself. Your mom made dinner your favorite which was meatloaf with mashed potatoes.

"___! Food's ready!"

You heard and decided to get up and go otherwise she'll ask questions. You quickly went to the bathroom and cleaned up your face. Your eyes were a bit red but luckily you had bangs. The smell of food was enticing, but the last thing you wanted to do was eat. All you could think of was him...

Your mom set a plate for you and you forced yourself to eat. Afterwards you wished her a goodnight and headed towards your room. Locking your door you went into the bathroom. You kneeled down in front of the toilet and stuck fingers in your mouth. You managed to make yourself throw up and after a few minutes, you felt nothing.

"I'm just a piece of shit.."

"I can assure you that you're not..," a man's voice said.

Looking over to your side you see Chris. You immediately stood up.

"I know yo-"

"You want to know about Marilyn, I will tell you. Truth is, he's been seeing someone else recently. You see he can't stay attached to one person for so long because..."

He reached closer to you, right next to your ear.

"He only dated you so he can gain your trust. He's not just any vampire. He's part of a dark cult that likes to take girls just like you, and when they've finally got you...they'll kill you. Why else would he ignore you? He didn't want to through with it that's why but he's got to.."

More tears came out. You knew it, everything was a lie.

"Please..tell me you're lying.."

Chris smirked nodding his head no.

"That's why I've come here, to warn you but Marilyn has kept me away."

You grabbed him by his collared shirt and then pulled him into a hug.

"Chris.."

He shushed you and stayed silent. He told you how Manson was the real monster who only portrayed to be good being. He continued telling you he'd be here in your time of need and about some deal so he can be your own personal guard.

"What do you want?"

Chris smirked at you and then looked into your eyes. He explained everything about how you needed to offer him blood then he becomes yours.

You opened up your drawer and pulled out your razor. Ever since Marilyn, you've stopped...the self harm but you felt worthless and you wanted Chris now. In one quick move you dragged the blade vertically down your left arm. Blood came out and Chris carefully held your arm waiting.

"I, ( first/last name) allow you to accept this offering."

With that he sucked the blood off your arm ever so slowly savoring the taste.

He then brought his lips towards you and you didn't refuse. Chris kissed you gently and then pulled away.

"___, welcome to a new beginning. I will serve you."

He bowed before you and felt this was wrong to do but right at the same time. Just hopefully someone doesn't find out about this.