School Boys (Ferard)

I cant Do this

Gerard's POV
I felt tears slipping down my face as Frankie looked me in the eye, I knew what he was thinking. I didn't want it to be real, neither did he.
Franks POV
I tried to sooth the knot in my stomach and forced down the lump in my throat as my eyes began to sting. Gerard sat in front of me, crying, and denying what I was about to say.

"Gerard, I have never loved somebody like I do you. No body has ever made me feel special like you have, no one. The things that keep happening are to much though. Not now, not while I'm recovering.. you know how hard the hospital was for me, its to much right now... in the future maybe but now is hard."

Gerard nodded and looked down crying softly. I wanted to cry but I needed to get away from here before I made a fool of myself. "I love you okay?" I said standing up debating whether or not to hug him. He nodded from his spot and I left.
Gerards POV
Why would he do this to me? Why was I not enough? Why would Mikey take this from me? I looked around, I was on a sidewalk on Frankie's street.

I'd have to go home. . I'd have to live with Mikey! Why does life have to flip flop like this?!? I was so happy when I woke up today! Now here I am, the sun is setting, he's walking away, and I'm alone!

I can't... I don't want to... but I will. I walked home, to Mikeys house and knocked on the door. As soon as he opened it I wrapped him in a tight hug and he cried into my chest, "Welcome home." He whimpered.