" Sophia could you not? " I ask as she jumps up and down on the edge of the bed throwing one of her entertaining tantrums. " You look like your on drugs. "
" I want ice cream! And i want it right now Mr. " She screams stomping and i laugh as she tackles me and we start wrestling. " One, Two, Three! " She gets up from pinning me and walks around the bed with her hands in the air. " She does it again people, she kicked ass! "
" Woah young lady! " I say and she giggles and runs out of the room as i chase her. My heart sinks when i get into the living room.
" Uh, hey. "
It's been 1 week and a half since i last saw Haven. And it's been killing me. But i don't want to get hurt, i don't want bullshit excuses either. She didn't start the kiss, but she didn't pull away either.
" Hey! Oh my gosh Uncle Toby has missed you so much. I mean look! Hasn't shaved in days, and his hair smells like barbeque sauce! I bet his breath probably- "
" Okay Sophia why don't you go watch a movie in your room. " We call it her room because she's basically spilled glitter everywhere in the guest room so yup. She skips off and i walk into the kitchen.
" I've missed you. " She says following me and i sigh. " What? "
" I've missed you too, " I say putting away dry dishes. " But that doesn't mean that your going to come back and I'm gonna be all okay with everything. " I say and she sighs rubbing her temples. I watch and she takes off her coat.
" I'm sorry Toby. For not pulling away, for letting it get this far. I never meant for this to happen. " She walks upto me and runs her fingers down my chin. " I love you so much. "
I sigh and grab hold of her hands. " I love you too bootyhead. " I smile and she grins as i get down and kiss her tummy. " And you too Mason. "
" Mason? " She asks. " I think it might be a girl. " She says and i stand up and cover her mouth. " Hey! " I pull my hand back and laugh.
" Boy, it will be a little boy. " I say with a serious face and she rolls her eyes. " I invited Jared over today, he's supposed to be here in half an hour. Plus he has Charlie, somethin about him wanting to get some experience for his god kid. " I mention taking her hand and walking towards our room. " But, we should catch up. "
She nods and we sit up on the bed, indian style just looking. " I didn't think you were gonna talk to me. " She said and i watched as she pulled her hair up.
" You have me wrapped around you pretty tight. " I shrug and she grins at me. " Hey did you know about the whole abortion thing? No offense but Jay was way out of line with that. " I say and she shakes her head as if thinking something. " What ou think that was okay? "
She sighed. " Well he was in the hospital for a long time under suicide watch Toby. She was just scared. " Haven says with a shrug. " It was wrong but she did it with good intentions. "
" Uncle Toby! " Sophia screetched running into our room. She held her hand out that was covered in pink glitter and Haven gasped. " I put my hand in some paint i found in the bathroom and they put it in glitter! Isn't it cool! " She said and studied our faces.
" Looks like you stuck your hand up a unicorns ass- " Ding dong. " How about you handle glitter complications and i answer the door." I say and quickly run out the door leaving Haven laughing.
I smiled and opened the door. But my heart immediately felt like it was stomped on again. " Please here me out man. " Embry said with guilty eyes and to my suprise Marcy was with him. Amd Jared just slipped through the door awkwardly with and sigh. " Please. "
