Life is a Roller Coaster: sequel

Chapter 15- drunk

Y/N POV

I was crying for i dont really know how long now. I then get a call. I was hesitant to answer if it was Nick, but it was BSF/N

Y/N- h-hello

BSF/N- im so sorry

Y/N- i- i thought he loved me

BSF/N- he does boo

Y/N- then why the fuck is he all up on this other girl?

BSF/N- i dont know. but i will beat him for this

Y/N-i know you will. oh shit, i think hes home now. at least dream didnt have his identity revealed

BSF/N- ill be over in a second

I hung up and went and stood in the living room. tears still streaming down my face. The door swings open and karl and dream are holding him up. hes shit faced right now. 

"heeeeyyyyy babbyyyyyy" he says slurring his words trying to hug me but i pushed him away. "whattttt was that foooorrrrr?"

"youre drunk nick. not just drunk, youre shit faced. not to mention you were all up on another girl sucking faces with her. WE ARE MARRIED REMEMBER? AND WE HAVE A CHILD? I figured you would have a drink, but i didnt expect this." i yell while breaking down even more.

"y/n, its not his fault. h-" dream starts saying but i cut him off.

"no, i dont want to hear it right now. i dont want him here tonight either. take him to a hotel, karls house, i dont know, but NOT here. not now." i got very aggressive and they walked out. 

I had dropped down to the floor. how could the man i love with all of my heart do this to me? i dont know how long i was there but i felt an arm on my shoulder and knocked it off before realizing who it was. 

"come here" i hear a female voice say and realize it was BSF/N.

Dream had also come back since he had to grab his things since he was leaving tomorrow, well today since its past midnight and then bring nick clothes and shit and also bring BSF/N clothes since she was staying here for however long while Nick was there. 

"hey, im sorry. i shouldve kept a better eye on him." he says quietly

"dream, this isnt your fault at all." i say. "im sorry for cutting you off earlier. obviously im not happy in this moment." 

"its okay, i understand. just, make sure you give him a chance to explain at some point okay?" he asks very concerned. 

"okay, but i dont know when that will be" i tell him. "but, thank you for coming over! im so sorry for all the shit you had to endure while you were here."

"no worries, im just glad everyone is now okay. well, i should get back. goodbye ladies, love you both dearly" he says before we say goodbye and we love him too

I tried to go to sleep but that video kept replaying in my head. one hand with a solo cup in it, the other on the girls waist, their bodies are pushed against the wall, while theyre making out with each other. 

I spent that whole night practically crying silently trying not to wake up BSF/N and the kids. I finally went to bed around three hours later but woken up to a spam of texts

Pandas🐼💕: baby

                               im sorry

                              please talk to me

                              i fucked up, i know

                             let me explain please

                             i love you and only you

                            y/n?

                            i know youre reading these

                           call me back, text me. something

                           i need to talk to you

                           babygirl talk to me

                           i love you and you know that

*read*

Nicks POV

fuck. she wont talk to me. i need to explain. but i hurt her and i need to make things right. goddammit. shes so pissed, so i know she probably wont talk to me today and i cant blame her. but, she only saw what was in that video, not the things leading up to it. 

*flashback to the party*

We all arrived and there was a good amount of people here. I didnt plan on drinking much tonight. i kept looking down at my ring and i knew i had to get home to my girl. I noticed Dream and he was standing there, so i tried to walk over to him. but then this girl had grabbed me and put her lips on mine. i wasnt even kissing her back, but then she said thanks. my hand was on her waist since thats where i put it on Y/n. i wanted to forget about what happened, so i grabbed a drink, but i didnt know it was spiked this much. i had two glasses and i could function properly. then we got home and i sure as hell didnt forget what happened. 

*end of flashback* 

At this point, istarted crying. but i heard my phone go off since i got a text. i thought it was Y/n but it wasnt, it was BSF/N

BSF/N- look dude, shes hella upset, meaning shes not going to talk to you today. she knows you have more to explain, but shes not okay right now. if yall werent head over heals for each other, i would beat the crap outta you for hurting my best friend. so, give her a minute. you know how she is when shes hurt and upset, give her time and i promise, she will give you a minute. okay?

Nick- okay. will you let keep me updated on her? i feel so fucking bad. she knows i love her right?

BSF/N- i will, dont worry. and she does, well did know that. right now, she doesnt know how to feel

Nick- alright. ill let her be for now

We left off with that, and i havent heard from either of them all day. Karl wasnt around since he was filming a minecraft video for mr. beasts channel and dream left. fuck i need her to let me talk to her soon.