Life is a Roller Coaster: sequel

Chapter 14- bad dream

Y/N POV

Its been a few weeks since the bonfire we had. Ever since then, i have been having practically the same dream every single night, but this one was much more hurtful. 

*flashback to having the dream* 

Nick and i have our little zoey, but then we found out i was pregnant again. i was freaking out since i was able to have anther baby. i didnt want zoey to grow up without a sibling, like i did. after a few months into the pregnancy, i have a miscarrige. we kept trying and trying for another baby, but everytime we thought it happened, heartbreak then followed when the baby didnt make it. this happened in all different parts of the pregnancy too. but this time, i was giving birth, Nick and BSF/N by my side again. the baby wasnt crying and didnt start crying. finally, when i thought this dream would be good, it broke me harder than it was.

*end of dream flashback*

I had woken up crying to this one. I havent told nick about them yet because i didnt want to get any hopes up, but it was around 3am and i was bawling.

"babygirl, whats wrong?" he asks practically jumping out of bed.

"i.... he..... didnt make it.... im so sorry..... i let you down" i say while crying.

"what? who didnt make it? baby talk to me. im right here. youre okay. i got you" he says insanely comforting 

I finished up crying and then started speaking. i was crying in the middle of it, but it felt good being able to finally tell him what i had been dreaming about every night.

"we, were pregnant and having another baby, but then each dream, our baby dies in the different stages. but then this one, the baby dies while giving birth, and i let you down after finally getting to this point, to it all crumbling down." I looked up at nick with pain and disappointment in my eyes.

he was saying a bunch of sweet words to make me feel better. he held me tight and after we talked, i slowly started drifting off to sleep. 

After that much needed sleep, i remember that today is dreams last day here. so, i figured we could all stream, then the guys can go have a bros night to do whatever the hell they wanted. Chris mentioned that he was having a little party that night and wanted to know if they wanted to go, so thats what they chose. 

As usual, i start my stream and wait for the guys to hop on. Of course, we got the among us gang back together. BSF/N, Nick, Karl, Dream, George, Punz, Corpse, Sykkuno, Jack and I. This group is so fun to play with.

Zoey had started crying mid stream so i went to her and brought her on and she sat with me for a little bit.

"OH MY GOD! SHES SO CUTE! I WANT TO MEET HER!" I hear good ole spedicy yell. "chat was blowing up my comments to come on here and see the little child and there she is" 

"you can come meet her whenever" i say 

"you two made a really cute kid. good job. sapnap, you did that" corpse says then everyone begins laughing. 

Another two hours had past and it was time for the guys to head up to the party. We said goodbye and hopped off. Nick had taken zoey to his stream about a half hour ago. He was still live and he was talking about how precious she is and how happy he is. 

I walked to where he was set up and was smiling at him. He didnt notice i was there until i walked up behind him and he saw me in the camera. hes adorable.

It was not time for the boys to head up to Chris'. There wasnt going to be very many people there, which is good for dreams sake of course. i was prepared to go pick them up in the event they drank. DONT DRINK AND DRIVE CHILDREN!

A few hours had past and i went on twitter to tweet about how cute my child is and like some fans tweets, as usual. but when i got on, my heart sunk. i saw sapnap trending. i was confused as to why. but then i saw. he had some girl pushed up against the wall, drink in his hand and was kissing her. I didnt know what to do other than start crying. that was until my phone started ringing.