Life is a Roller Coaster: sequel

Chapter 16- misunderstanding

Y/N POV

Im turning into the me that i was when i got so much hate. ignoring everyone, not eating very much. Im still taking care of zoey of course, but i completley shut nick out again. i feel bad, he just wants to talk and i wont give him that chance. i didnt realize it had been a whole ass week since it happened. i think i might talk to him today but i have no clue if its too early or not. im still upset, but i know im hurting him too. i do love him. 

Nick had texted me every single day, but not explaining. Thats fine since i probably would skip over the text anyway and not respond, so hes waiting until he seems me again. hes sweet, but im still mad though. 

I decided to give myself a little life again. I plugged my phone in and shuffled my music. It had been an hour and i was slowly feeling myself again. Out of all the songs i have, You & I comes on and i froze.

BSF/N POV

I know her and she will open up again soon. This is what she does when shes really hurt. She turned on music though which she hasnt done before. Shocking, but im not stopping her. I hear her slowly start singing her little heart out, which means that shes getting better. So, i texted Nick and let him know shes okay. His response was so pure. I know he didnt mean to hurt her, but he did. we shall see when he explains. 

Nicks POV

SHES STARTING TO FEEL BETTER AGAIN! THATS MY GIRL! SHE MAY TALK TO ME SOON AND I CAN HAVE HER BACK AGAIN!

Im pacing around my room and waiting for a response. This takes me back to when this happened when she got so much shit. But, its my fault this time and it kills me knowing i caused her to go into hibernation like this. 

I hear my phone buzz and i was prepared for it to be BSF/N, but it was Y/N. All it said was "come home" and you bet your bottom dollar my ass ran home to her.

Y/N POV

The song went off and then i knew that it was time to talk to Nick. I texted him to come home and he left me on read, but i know he will be here in any second. I came out my room and went up to BSF/N and hugged her. 

"welcome back" she says

I thank her for staying and then tell her that i told nick to come home. She can stay or leave, i didnt mind which one. She decided that she would leave and she brought zoey with her to give us all the privacy we needed. 

The door closed from her leaving and i swear, not even two seconds later, it swings open and nick is standing there. god, i may be pissed at him, but ive missed him so goddamn much. 

"baby im sorry, let me explain please" he says panicking

"shhh, let me hug you for a minute" i tell him holding onto him tighter and kiss his neck.

We stood her in each others arms for what felt like an eternity. I let go and we go sit down on the couch so he can finally explain what hes been waiting forever to tell me. 

"okay, let me just start off with im so fucking sorry for hurting you. you know damn well that i would never ever intentionally hurt you. but i did, and im sorry. i love you so much. theres so much more to that video that you didnt see" he says before taking a breath to continue. 

I wasnt prepared to hear what he was going to say. i was scared, but i need to know. 

"so, this is what happened. at the point in that video, i didnt have any alcohol. yes, i had a drink, but it was soda. i saw dream standing alone, so i went to go talk to him. then that girl pulled me in, and she kissed me. i didnt kiss her back. my hand was on her waist because thats where it automatically goes when i kiss you. then she stopped and said thank you and a sneaky tone. i then saw another girl walk with her and smirked for whatever reason. shes the one that recorded the video and posted it. why? i have no fucking clue." 

"nick i-" i tried to talk but he cut me off

"let me finish okay? then, i wanted to forget that ever happened. so thats when i got drunk. that whole time, i kept looking at my ring and kept telling myself that i get to go home to the best girl in the world. i would never do that to you and you know that. if you want, we can call dream right now and he will agree to this because its what happened." he said starting to tear up.

"i- im so sorry. i shouldve let you explain but i didnt. and im shitty for doing that. i let my brain take over and think you would do that, but i know you wouldnt. im so sorry nick" i say then also crying.

"it was misunderstanding, its okay. im not mad at you and i can see how bad it looked." 

"i love you" i tell him while moving up to kiss him

"i love you more babygirl" he says and locks our lips

I started yawning since i had been up most of the time crying. so what did we do? we cuddled up together. while cuddling, i remembered that we left the followers in the dark with no explanation. So, while i was on his chest, i pulled out my phone and decided to record us and let them know that we are okay and it was just a misunderstanding.