undercity

Waiting

   My dad gets home i pretend I'm also so i won't talk to him and it works.  I talk to Elizabeth for a while. Who am i kidding. It's already 12. Fuck.  I need to get some sleep for school.  But before all that i try to sneak in some food without being heard.  Oh Elizabeth. The way you understand me. The way you talk to me.  If only you knew who i really am.

  It's 6a.m great time to get ready . It's Tuesday so i should pack up my merchandise.  You won't believe what i sell. Take a guess. A wild one. Nothing yet?  I sell drugs i got my neck stuck in a situation where i have no choice but to follow orders. 7a.m off to school i heard some rumors of a lot of people dying these past couple of days.... killz.

   I stop at a corner real quick make some sells then make my way to school. I just made $50 on my way to school that is awesome. I'm a daydreamer i can't focus much i have ADD I'll hey distracted to easy. I'm also bipolar, some say it's border line but i know what i have. I stopped taking medication i don't need it just kills me faster.  .... Killz . I get to school put my bike in the bike cage and i had to the fast food restaurant across the street . Ahh girls.  I hate them they always use me.  I got dumped at the beginning of the year by Katherine. I had something special for her but she dumped me so i threw it away. I follow my daily routine classes lunch classes home sleep eat. Is almost thanks giving. Best holiday of the year i swear.  Elizabeth. Oh how much i trust you and you have no Idea how much I'm falling for you. I just found out that Katherine and Elizabeth are best friends . Well you can say that. I'm walking to my class, and suddenly.  "Aye you fucking jew get over here".

  btw I'm Jewish. Yes i know I'm like the biggest hypocrite you'll ever meet. Deal with it.

   I ignore the people calling my and out of no where. A connect. Right to my jaw. This. This gave me a flash back. I was a third grade and i got jumped by fifth-sixthed graders. I was walking home and i got knocked down to the sidewalk my ear hits the corner and starts bleeding. They pulled my hair humiliated me and made me cold. Colder.  Now back to reality.  I get dropped in facing five other guys.  I start swinging and since we're in the dino there's no rules.  I start kicking ass for a bit. Surprisingly no one saw.  Not a teacher, custodian, security guard, staff member. No body. Once i let my guard down for a minute they kick my ass . 5 some what buff guys jumping a skinny guy. Yeah seems fair. I head to the bike cage and head to an abandoned house killz and i used to go to.  Running water, electricity, gas, what else did we want? We even changed the doorknob with its key that only we had. I get to that house and take a quick shower. Then i head home. No one is there. I go inside and start talking to Elizabeth.  I'm finally going to ask her out I'm so nervous. 

   I'm waiting for her to reply.  Here's what i told her. 'Hey, um we've been talking for a while and you seem to really understand me. .i really like you. ... i just want to ask you something. .. would you go out with me? ' I'm anxious so i start cooking for parents arrival then i get a message. It's Elizabeth.  Oh killz, you have no idea how much i would kill to have you here and experience this with me. I think to myself

   I unlock my phone and there it is. An unread message right when i open it.  A phone call. Something pointless.  I'm so nervous to what I'll read.  And what i read... well let's just say it changed my life.