Chosen {Luke Hemmings Vampire fanfic }

12. Get away

Reece pov
I decided to go straight to bed, I have had enough shit for the day. I locked my door turned off the lights, opened my window so the cool night air could flow through my bedroom, hoping for a peaceful sleep to forget about luke. My head was spinning over luke.

Well that was the plan, until a couple of minutes ago when a strong gust of wind blew through my room. I could've sworn I saw a silhouette of a tall boy.

I sit up in my bed pressing my back towards the wall rubbing my temples.

Thoughts rush around my head, ranging from suicidal to depressing.

" why would he like you Reece" I mumble to my self as my tears begin to flow down my cheeks.

"Your just another girl, another normal ugly girl" I whisper running my hands through my hair.

I need somthing sharp unless they want me committing suicide on their property. I had a plan on where I wanted to do it, somwhere more peaceful.

I scratch at my wrists becoming agitated, the thoughts flowing through my mind causing an unbearable pain in my chest.

I run towards the bathroom in search of somthing pointy or sharp.

I see nothing. Nothing that could harm me, no scissors, razors or anything.

"maybe I should just die" I mumble looking in the mirror at the sad excuse of a girl pretty enough to come to a kingdom.

My wrist itches.

The mirror, it's my ticket to somthing sharp.

I kick the mirror causing it to shatter in to tiny shards, just like what happened to my heart.

"Finally" I smile sadly grabbing a small piece and making my way towards my bed.

"If only you were prettier
Enough for the boys
One of the girls
Who weren't known as toys"
I sing slowly, inch by inch bringing the small shard closer to my already scarred wrist.

I acted so strong, for the sake of my figure and parents. But alone I break so easily but this is by far the worst.

Just as I bring it towards my wrist, a dark shadow flashes across my room.

My eyes dart around the room as my heart begins to race.

just. Do. It.

I bring the blade to my wrist making a deep cut as drops of crimson red blood emerge to the surface.

"DONT" I hear a loud voice say as the blade it smacked out of my hand, it's not on the floor"

"I-I can't please give it back" I whimper wanting more.

Luke appears in front of me kneeling down.

"Reece please" he says looking up to me with the saddest eyes I've seen.

"Get away" I mumble before I start crying, he would of seen everything.

He takes my wrist which now has blood flowing down from it.

He looks up to me with his deep blue eyes. "Reece don't do this to yourself you don't realize how I feel. I love you" he whispers as tears fill his eyes as my heart aches.

"No you don't stop lying to me" I whimper crying harder as he wipes away the blood making it to stop immediately, it usually dosnt do that?.

He kisses my cut then picks my up holding me as I cuddle in to his neck.

I swear I can feel his heart beating.

"Reece I love you. You can't make me feel any different" he says sniffling kissing my cheek.

"I'm not enough" I say whimpering in to him as he places me in bed sinking in beside me.

"I have somthing I want to show you" he smiles holding my hand and kissing it.

He places it over his chest as I feel mild pumping, it couldn't be?

"Vampires don't have heartbeats" I say poking his chest as he smiles shaking his head.

"Correction, vampires that haven't found there soulmates don't have heart beats" he says as my jaw drops.

"B-but how?" I stutter as he shakes his head kissing my temple.

"Your blood, I might have accidently tasted it. You made me feel alive, all I could feel was love for you and depression when you left me upset" he says rambling on as he cuddles in to me.

"I love you Reece. A vampires heartbeat dosnt lie" he says as I smile. In to his chest.

"I love you too" I mumble as he chuckles happily.

"I love you more" he replies childishly.