Shitty teenage poems filled with angst

Kuki and wallabee

You said you fell in love with me over an iPhone screen
Now I look at you and her through mine
Yall kissing and being happy,,,, you being happy without me.

You promised me you would never leave
And that one day you would fuck me hard on the floor in a shitty hotel room somewhere in Chicago,
All the late night calls where I listened to your breath while I tried to get to sleep.

We never said it was love because I didn't even know I was falling but now that you're gone I can see that i was falling down hard into all the glory that is you
I never touched you like I wanted or how I wrote about in all those paragraphs

And why should I care
You're just some rich boy from Chicago I'm literally miles away and a god damn lesbian and our "love story" happened a year ago
I just can't seem to pull myself apart from this glue that has me attached to you by the hip

And no I don't think I'm in love I think I'm just now realizing how much our little late night talks meant to me and how I didn't know much I wanted you until you left

But now you're her wallabee and I'm still searching for your name in my phone every night
But I can't find it because It's gone you left me
I never thought you would leave me

I don't know if you felt the same or if it was all fake
But one thing I know for sure is that you would make fun of me for writing this poem