I'll Stay Through It All

~Chapter 16~

*Mike's P.O.V.*

My stomach started gurgling. UUUGGGHH! I'm so hungry! "Hey Jere want some pizza?" Please for the love of God say yes. "Sure, I'm getting pretty hungry." "Yes!" I fist pumped my hand in the air. I picked up the phone and dialed the number of the other Pizza place down the street from the bank. "Hello and welcome to Zippy's Pizza. What can I do for you?" Pepperoni pizza was just calling my name. "Hey Jeremy what kind of pizza you want?" I covered over the phone with one hand. He shrugged. " One pepperoni pizza." "Alright that'll be 6.87. We'll be there in 20-30 minutes." "Alright." I went back to Jeremy. "So JereBear..what ever shall we do till the pizza gets here?~" I sat him on my lap keeping my hands on his waist. "I actually have a bet for you." A bet? "Like what?"

*Jeremy's P.O.V.*

"You can't kiss, hug, or call me JereBear until the pizza gets here. And if you fail you can't kiss me for a week." He stared at me as if I was crazy. "But I'll die if I dont, are you trying to kill me?" He dramatically fell off the couch to the floor. He can't be serious. "It won't be that long. I'm sure you can do it" I wanted to test him and see how long he could go without doing that stuff. "Fine JereB- Uh I mean Jeremy." hehe, how cute.

*Le time skip for the 5th time to about 25 minutes later*

"Is the pizza here yet, Jeremy? Can I hold you now?" He asked, holding his arms out. "No, almost." I said patting his head. Someone knocked on the door and I went to answer it, obviously it was the pizza guy. "I think this is the pepperoni pizza you ordered, 6.87." I nodded handing him the money and receiving the pizza. "J-Jeremy? I-Is that you?" My eyes widened studying his face. Its him. Of all people HIM!? "G-Gavin?" No no no no, this can't be. "How have you been?" I can't look at him. "G-Good. You?" "Good. Y'know I never really got the chance to explain myself back then, it wasn't what it looked like, he forced me to." I don't care, I don't want your explanation. "There's no need, I forgave you and Josh a long time ago. Look I need to go nice meeting you. Bye." I lied, closing the door.

I placed the pizza on the table and sat back down. "What's wrong JereBear? And who was that?" I sighed trying to hide the emotion in my voice. "I'm fine, Mike." he pouted looking at me, pecking my forehead with a kiss. "Jeremy. Don't hide anything from me, what's bothering you?" Right now it's you but I don't want to be rude. "It's nothing. I'm going to the bathroom." I stood from my seat, going into the bathroom and locking it. I bent down into a corner, hanging my head into my hands. Why of all the people in the world, Gavin had to show up? I keep trying to forget him and when I finally did he shows right back up. Why?

Flashback to when Jeremy was in college

G: "J-Jeremy there's I wanna tell you.."
J: "Hmm? What is it?"
G: "I-I l-like you a-and I w-was w-wondering if you would g-go o-out with m-me?"
J: "W-What? You l-like me?"
G: "Y-Yea. Y-You don't have to I-If you d-don't want to."
J: *smiles* "Its alright. I don't mind going out with you, you seem really nice."
G: "R-Really? That's great!~ *hugs* I....I love you, Jeremy"
J: "I-I...I l-love you too *hugs back*

3 weeks after dating

Jo: "Hey Gavin~ Wanna hang out?"
G: "No thank you, Josh."
Jo: "Come on, you know you want to."
G: "No. Leave me alone."
Jo: *pins to the wall* "I'll just have to make you change your mind~"
G: "Leave me alone! I already have Jerem-" *gets cut off by kiss* *kisses back*

J: *enters room* Hey Gavin you in he- G-Gavin!?"
Jo: *moves away*
G: "J-Jeremy, I-its not w-what it l-looks l-like! P-Please, let me e-expla-"
J: "I DONT NEED AN EXPLANATION!! Goodbye Gavin." *runs out the room*
flashback ends

I quietly sobbed when an image of a razor appeared in my head. N-No, I can't. But..... I stood up on my wobbly legs and opened the cabinet, grabbing the razor I secretly hid in the far back. I cut deeply into my skin, making the blood escape my arm. Why am I even hurting myself over him? I can't possibly still have feelings for him, that's impossible. My heart jumped when I heard a knock on the door. "Jeremy? You in there?"
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I am so very sorry about this chapter. I know there are some that probably hate me now because of this XD I don't blame you but don't worry things are gonna be ok I'm not gonna give any spoilers. If anyone has any ideas they want me to add to the story I don't mind just let me know and if it's about Vinny and Scott they will have an episode in the story so don't worry. Other than that,thats about it.
Arrivederci, my children~