Jam's Fallen Angel

Chapter 9

(Ace is hot so I had to put him up there;)

"I wanna stay like this forever." I say as Jeremiah and I lay beside each other in a grass lot staring at the clouds. After the whole fiasco, his mom let him stay to finish the year but once summer was over he was leaving. I looked at my boyfriend in the summer weather only thinking of much I'll miss him. I leaned and kissed him, pulling myself on top of him. He sat up still holding me and pushed me closer to him. He kissed every sweet spot he knew. I wish he continued but we knew we couldn't. It was risky but that was always the case if not that it was, 'I don't have protection' or 'my mom needs me home already' so we haven't done anything in months.

Sure a little tease here and there but never the full thing to satisfy me. I don't know how I'll do it with not even his breath fanning on me for two years. I stared at him taking in all his handsomeness. I took my polaroid taking pictures of him as he smiled facing me. We then took some together for memories for both of us. I had taken some beforehand of myself like my face or a full-body one Raven had taken one night out as a gift. Also with some erotic ones to tease Jeremiah all the way from here. I gave them to him, "Here these are for you." I leaned towards his ears, "And hide them pretty well Jeremiah. When you miss more than just my thoughts, you can remember our little night together in the confessional booth." I said proudly showing my chest in his face knowing he couldn't touch. His face was soon filled with red color as he cleared his throat. "T- thank you." He stuttered only making me think about how cute he was.

I laughed and kissed him sweetly then sat back down next to him and he wrapped an arm around me pulling me closer as we felt the breeze on this summer evening. "You're the only reason it will be impossible for me, missing you every day and just wanting to be with you." Jeremiah said sadly. "Awe amor, listen it's just two years. It will quickly go by and I'll keep in contact. I will be waiting for you." I reassured him by taking his hand in my own then he kissed my hand smiling. "And I'll write you letters as well, you better answer them." I laughed and nodded at his words. As we leaned in to share another kiss car headlight shined in our faces, speeding our way honking as well. "Shit." Jeremiah said, helping me stand up. "Jeremiah get in this car, now we are leaving right now." We stared in shock. No, we had more time than I could've sworn. "No, you can't leave yet." Tears filled my eyes. I have him right here why take someone else from me. He hugged me almost crying as well. "I'll see you later, baby, not goodbye it's a later. Take care of yourself. Wait for me, beautiful." He whispered to me as we kissed once more, he pulled me by my hips and slipped his hand in my pocket which would've confused me but made me cry harder, his mom then honked again. He got in the passenger's seat staring at me from the window.

"I love you." was what i think I heard behind the glass when the car sped away. What. What did he say? Did he? "Wait, what dID YOU SAY!?'' I yelled after him. His head popped out the window. "I said I love-" Was all I heard, his voice got cut off when they turned the corner.

Third-person POV

The tears kept flowing down all the way out the grass lot, to her house, past her mom, all the way to her room. She stared longingly to the window next door. She was grateful they didn't move away, just for a sorta vacation. It was a see you later not a goodbye. It encouraged her that he will be back but it didn't help her get out of bed or to eat. After a while her mom let her be. After a while, her friends stopped showing up to convince her to play. After a while, the guys stopped showing up with pizza and joints. Even the puppy on her lap knew how sad she was and was taken out of the room by her mother. She wanted only him. She felt something uncomfortable under her. She reached down and felt a piece of paper. She unfolded it seeing a pick. It was a pick with her initials and Jeremiah's with her band's name. The paper read,

"Once you read this it most likely means I've been sent away already. I've had the pick made custom for you. I love that we share similar dreams so this is me contributing to your dream. Don't stop playing, love. From Jeremiah."