Stray [21+]

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You awoke to a kiss on the cheek from Jin and slowly opened your eyes.
"Sorry kitten, I've got to go. Sleep for as long as you want." He said before your eyes could open.
He was fully dressed ready to leave and you smiled sweetly stretching out under the blankets.

"Is everyone out today?" You asked sounding disappointed.
"Suga will be home until interviews later and the rest of us have some stuff to go organise beforehand." He said as he put on his jacket. You nodded sleepily as he patted you on the head.
"Have a good day sir." You said before closing your eyes and rolling over hearing only a chuckle from him before the door closed.

You rolled around in the bed. What was the time? You wondered. You couldn't sleep anymore. You slid out of bed and grabbed a big hoodie from Jin's closet. After brushing your teeth and doing your hair you went downstairs to make a hot drink. You day dreamed while the Kettle boiled. The house empty with silence again. Why was your heart so full when they were here and so sore when they weren't? Ahhh Suga's here... You sighed. Maybe it was time to go see him. Was he still here? You poured your drink and took the cup with you down stairs to the recording room.

You knocked on the door but there was no answer. You slowly opened it to see a large studio with a couch and Suga leaning back in a computer chair.
"Umm hey." You said quietly.
"Can you listen to this.." He spoke, not even turning around.
"Uhhh sure..." You replied, taking a seat on the couch with your drink in your hands. He pressed play and you listened intently, sipping you drink as you concentrated on the music. The song came to an end and you were nervous to say anything.

"So?" He asked. He still wasn't looking at you.
"It's so good, the vibe is really positive and it's so uplifting, there's only one section I'd change a little, um..." You got up and walked over to the computer and Suga.
"Can I?" You asked.
"If you don't delete the whole thing, sure." You moved a section to change one small bit of the arrangement. You didn't know much, but you knew the basics. You pressed play and Suga stood up and moved to the couch to lay down.

You watched him as you stood by the computer. He said nothing. Once the song ended again he covered his face and yelled quietly into his hands.
"Ahhh I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'll change it back." You said finding the right keys on the keyboard to fix it.
"No it's better. Why didn't I see that. Ughhh" He said clearly frustrated with himself. You looked over to him. Obviously he was exhausted and you just wanted to help. You made your way over to the couch and knelt down beside him.

"Hey, Suga... you know, it's ok to relax every now and then. Sometimes fresh eyes and ears can be a good thing." You said as you touched his hands that were over his face.
"I can't relax that's the problem." He said still frustrated. You thought about him and Jhope, but Jhope wasn't here right now and you sighed.
"I over think and I want to get everything done and the only person who can help me relax is...." He cut himself off.

"Well then, I'm going to have to try aren't I? You can't go to interviews this stressed out!" You said firmly. He peeked at you through his hands and you tried your best to hold a firm face. You thought about what you had seen between him and Jhope that night and how firm Jhope had been with him. Maybe you'd have to try that, although it wasn't your usual style.

"Get up." You ordered. He groaned and stood up from the couch. You took his place sitting down on the couch and he sighed.
"If you're going to complain the whole time I won't bother." You said looking up at him. He looked back at you grumpily.
"Whatever." He mumbled then looked down at the ground. You hesitated for a second... was this what he wanted? You'd have to test it out.

"Kneel down, you're clearly too tired to stand." You said and he got on his knees in front of you.
"Have you even eaten today?" You asked and he shook his head.
"It's fine, there's things to do instead of eating." He replied, looking over to the computer. You leaned forward and grabbed his cheeks, pulling his face back to you. You spread your legs in front of him and tilted his head down to look.