You had been a little quiet on the way home as you reflected over how in charge you had been with the guys and the kind of rush it gave you. It was something that was totally new for you and you were surprised at how exciting it felt as well as their reactions to it. You wondered if that was how RM and Jin felt with you when they dominated you. You hoped that the guys didn't notice as your mind travelled away in thoughts. Jks hand rubbed your thigh sweetly as he drove and you smiled at him, before stroking his thigh back, giving it a little squeeze just before you pulled into the drive.
"Do you guys wanna go pick a movie while I freshen up quickly?" You asked looking at the three of them as you made your way inside.
"Yeah of corse cutie, don't be too long though or the ice cream will melt though!" Remarked Jimin, opening up the cutlery draw as Tae rummaged through the ice cream bag to find his tub.
"I'll be quick babies!" You yelled, already heading up the stairs and leaving them grinning happily.
You stopped at the stop of the stairs and second guessed yourself for a second, you furrowed your brows and committed to being the best girlfriend you could be. You headed to the office and knocked lightly before twisted the door knob and peeking inside. No one was there and you sighed closing the door before making your way back, you stopped outside the room Jin had been sleeping in and took another deep breather before knocking.
There was no answer so you tuned back to the stairs, 'you'd just have to guess' you thought to yourself. Just as you were about to step down the stairs Jins door opened and you turned around to wave at him as you turned back around.
"Hey, umm do you have a second?" You asked shyly as you got closer to him.
"I've always got time for you kitten, come on in." He said opening the door for you. You had never been in Jins room before but it was super clean and smelled amazing. You took a seat on his bed as you played with your fingers looking down at your hands, trying to gather your thoughts as you heard him close the door."I need some advice..." You started, feeling the bed sink next to you as he sat beside you and took your hands in his to stop you from nervously fidgeting.
"What have they done?" He asked concerned, his brain running through everything that could of happened while you were out shopping.
"Ah well..." You shuffled in the bed turning to him a little as you took another deep breath.
"It wasn't them it was ... uhhh... me..." You said looking up at him with nervous puppy dog eyes.
He seemed relatively shocked and you watched his brain switch tracks.
"Ok kitten.. What did you do?" He asked squeezing your hand with his.
"I um... Sort of took charge... And now I don't know if.. like.. you and RM... you always, you know.. look after me after.. but I dunno what to do and I'm not in that headspace anymore and, and, I dunno how to after care and they probably feel unloved or like I used them and.. ughhh...I was mean sir..." You mumbled out, stumbling on your words and breaths.You let out a big sigh as you looked down at your legs. Jin only chuckled, taking his hand from yours and cupping your face in his hand stroking your cheek lightly with his thumb.
"So my little kitten turned into a bit of a tiger huh?" He grinned, amazed by your actions a glint in his eye that made you think he probably wanted to see that happen.
"Only for a little bit!" You insisted, biting your bottom lip nervously.
"It's ok, you can be both. You can be whatever you want." He said kissing you lightly. You nodded sheepishly as he pulled away.
"Alright, where are they now? And was it all three of them?" Jin asked, ready fo step up and help you out.
"Downstairs picking a movie.. and ummm. Yeah..." You said, unable to look him in the eye.
His eyes widened in shock. "Well didn't you just dive right in?!" He was clearly impressed.
"Jinnnn I need help." You wined.
"Hahaha ok, here's what you're gonna do..." He leaned in to whisper in your ear and you focused hard on what he was about to say."You're going to go down there, snuggle up to all three of them, watch a movie and just be yourself." He said kissing your cheek gently before moving away.
"But..." You sighed, feeling like you got nowhere.
"Time and care." He said, patting you on the thigh and standing up from the bed and opening the door for you to leave. "Ok but... I feel like I should do more..." You muttered, hesitating at Jins doorway.
"Just show them your love kitten, and let them know you care." He reassured you as he stroked your hair and ran his hands through it lovingly.
"You can always come to me." He said smiling and you nodded, smiling back before kissing him gently.
"Thank you sir." You hummed with a gasp following soon after as you felt his hand spank your ass firmly, jolting you out of his room.