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Anika came in the room sobbing silently and set on the floor hugging her knees. She felt pain remembering about kamini words. It's been six months she is married to him and till now no one knows about her being married with him. She is still a Anika who has nothing but herself only. She is just worker here. If other does their house hold then she handle their everything. She always stood by him whether if about tia's allegations or about their wedding or murder case. She always took his side of him. She always proven that what a life partner does when other one is in problem but what about her. He don't even take her side when his mom scream at her. He just pretends like he don't know her. She is just a stranger to him who is staying with him. Sometime she feels like people says right she is his mistress who is staying with him without any valid relationship. She didn't feel bad when kamini said she is outsider and can't give gifts to priyanka. But she felt bad when shivaay said to her to go inside and why won't he not say her when she is nothing to him and a outsider for him whom he used when he had needed. She is stupid who think about him always. He don't deserve just don't.
Anika. Anika sniffles and immediately wiped her tears folding her legs playing with her fingers ignoring to look in his eyes
Shiv. Anika wo I didn't have any other choice That's why I said to you to go inside. I just wanted to
Ani. You just wanted to safe your reputation by using me like always. It's ok shivaay I've habit to bearing all this. Though why will I feel bad when I know that what I've place in your life. I was just replacement for you. Whom you used to hide ugly truth which would had ruined your respect. I'm ok like this. Just waiting for six months to pass on so that I could see my way and you see yours. After that you don't need to undo me. She wipes her tears and got up shrugging her clothes.
Shiv. It's nothing like that Anika. I was just
Ani. I know that like always you don't want to hurt your family because of outsider like me. It's ok I can understand.
Shiv. No Anika. You know na she is an evil lady. She would had make issue if I won't had ask you. That's why I did it. I agreed I did for priyanka but I wanted to save you as well from humiliation. That's why I asked you to go.
Ani. You feel ashamed to being with me. Why don't you say infront of my face ha. I won't mind if you will say.
Shiv. Nooo
Ani. It was not my mistake that my upbringing happened in orphanage. It's not my fault that my parents left me out there. It's not my fault that I don't have any surname or lineage. I'm just This which is standing infront of you. My ownself describe myself nothing else. But I'm sure these things matter to you that's why you are not able to accept me as your wi.... she chocked. But it's ok I don't mind about it. Though I also don't wanna live with that person who consider my surname and linage more than myself. I've enough bear in my life and don't wanna undo more. If you want you can search a good girl for you infect I'll help you in that but just don't insult me infront of people again and again. This is request is from me to you.
Shiv. What are you saying Anika. I can't leave you. I just.
Ani. Why you can't leave me. What's going on in your mind shivaay. Why you being so selfish like always. I'm human being yar. I also want peace in my life like a Normal person but you are the one who is stuck on one place. One side you don't wanna leave me and other side you can't even accept our relation. Tell me shivaay what you want. I'm fed up. I'm fed up with all these. Inside of mine is something is breaking which is unbearable for me. For once just once think about me. Why don't you consider me human why you don't. I've feelings shivaay. I've emotions as well. Im also like priyanka. I pretend to be strong but I'm not. I'm also sensitive like her infect more than her. It's just she has family to share and I don't have. I've to handle things on my own. Try to understand shivaay. It's getting out of control now. If this thing will continue for more then might I would take that stand which always scared me to take. She sobs sitting on the bed holding her bedsheet
