𝙗𝙤𝙮 ➪ 𝚙.𝚓𝚑

♪ n i n e

" like it was meant to happen
all i can see in the crowd is you "

> ✦ <

dear diary ,

after that sudden confession , arin has been avoiding me. i felt very sad but i guess it is my fault ?

i didn't even see her in school's ground and it's been three days. i missed her.

i missed her smile.

i missed her laugh.

i missed her scent.

i missed all of her.

but after school today , i took a walk around the park before heading to the convenience store.

like it was meant to happen , i saw her.

the one and only han arin who stole my heart.

the park was too crowded but i decided to go for her. i wanted to talk to her. i wanted to hear her voice.

i swam through the ocean of people and when i was about to reach her , a man pushed me that made me fell on the ground.

i quickly got up and searched for her again. but i can't even find her silhoutte.

i felt very useless.

i headed to the convenience store and found her again. or at least that's what i thought. i greeted someone who isn't her.

somehow , i see only her. and she's everywhere.

i missed her so much.

-p.jh

💍

poor baby :<