Previously...
Turning back to the door, "Haru..." I say.
Now...
Major trigger warning: Transphobia, outed against will, mentions of rape, and panic attack.
{I'm sorry. I don't wanna write this either.}
Hinata POV
He looks at me and gives me that fake sweet smile. "Yui. Oh, how I missed you, babe~." He said with that same sickeningly sweet voice he always used. "Don't call me that, Haru." I said, my voice hard and tone dangerous, flinching at the use of my dead name and the previously affectionate name.
No, I'm not gonna be afraid anymore. After everything, he's done to me, he's back to ruin my life? Not a chance.
"Aww~ but why Yui, are you still delusional? Still think you're a boy? Please." He said smirking, his chuckles making mine and my friends' blood boil. The others who had no idea about what was happening were shocked at his words.
Before I could say anything, I turned to the coaches and teachers that were here. "Sir please call the police. I had a restriction order on this man and he's a mass rapist. He isn't supposed to be within a 50-mile radius around me or my daughter." My voice was ice cold and I'm pretty sure that everyone except my family and my best friends had a chill run down their spines.
"Oh come on Yui. You know you're a girl right? You aren't a boy. Nor will you ever be. That little girl right there is my daughter too, you know. I thought if I would rape you and get you pregnant you'd realize that you were wrong and accept the fact that you're a girl but I guess not." He said.
By now my patience had run out. Turning on my heel, I walked to him. My face not showing a hint of my anger. "No. You just made a big mistake you know. What you did to me, was wrong and I hate you for it. That girl you just pointed to may share your blood but she is nothing like you. That I'll make sure of. And my name isn't Yui. Not anymore. My name is Shoyo, not Yui." I say, before punching his face, knocking him out with one punch only. I didn't notice the pain in my hand or the blood dripping from my knuckles as I continued. "You are a psychopath and I hate you. The only good thing I got from you is Akari. You've ruined so many girls' lives and I'm gonna put an end to that." I said before turning back to everyone.
Keeping control over my voice, I asked, "Did anyone call the police?" "Yes, Shoyo. They're on their way. All the things you said seem to be true. A few years ago he started raping girls in alleyways and at your middle school. A lot of them couldn't go to the police because he blackmailed them to keep quiet." Ittetsu san said. I simply nodded. I looked over to my group of friends and family. I saw Akari looking terrified trying to calm down as Natsu and Kozume were trying to do the same. "Munchkin? Come here." I said, my voice soft. As I hugged her, effectively calming both of us down, I could still feel the stares. Soon, Akari was asleep. I asked Natsu to take her to the Karasuno dorms and stay with her. The anger I had felt had faded away as I finally took in what had happened. I was just outed to not only my team but everyone I knew in this training camp.
Panic rose inside me and my breath quickened. All I could do was sit and hope the darkness that had come over me would soon be gone.
Oikawa POV
We had breakfast with everyone and then we started playing. My team and I were playing a practice match against Nekoma. We were having trouble defeat those damn cats. WHY ARE THEY SO DAMN GOOD AT KEEPING THE BALL IN PLAY?!
Just as we almost beat their score (not the set, unfortunately), the gym doors were slammed open and a little girl with black hair and teary blue eyes. came running in, calling out to her father.
Akari? Why would she call out to her father if he's not here? I wonder what happened for her to be crying like this. I don't like seeing her cry. I don't know why or how but I have become very attached to her in the little time we spent together.
Shoyo leapt into action as she hugged him and kept referring to him as daddy. And then some person came in and called him Yui? Is he- did he use to- be a girl? But- but he's so handsome and he doesn't look like a girl at all?! Wh- how?! And did he just confess to raping Sho?! I'm gonna kill that fucker!
After the little confrontation and getting Akari to calm down and sleep, I think it finally hit Sho full force of what had just happened.
His breath was erratic and his eyes unfocused. He was shaking. I looked around and saw that no one knew how to help him or even know what was happening. Kenma looked like he knew what was happening but didn't know to help. It was clear he was having a panic attack. Suga tried to go near him along with Kenma.
"No! Stop! He's having a panic attack and it's pretty severe. Just give him some space, it's obvious you don't know how to deal with them." I said, their faces filled with shock at my outburst. "If you would let me, I know how to deal with them." Everyone backed off in a second at the seriousness of my voice. I don't think anyone (except Iwa-chan) has seen this side of me.
I knelt near Shoyo, meeting his unfocused gaze but not quite touching him just yet. "Hey, hey Shoyo. Hey, it's just me. It's Tooru, Tooru Oikawa? You know me, yeah? No one's hurting you. None of us hates you. Can you hear me?" I spoke softly, not wanting to startle the boy further. His eyes focused on me slightly, and his breathing a little slower than earlier, though still erratic.
He was still shaking, though not as much. "Ok, Shoyo. That's it. Can you tell me 5 things you see right now?" I said, my voice still soft. "Y-you, t-the ground, T-Tobio, T-Tadashi and K-Kei." He said, his voice was shaking too. I felt a little jealousy creep in at the mention of the first years' first names come out of my Shoyo's mouth. I reminded myself that they are his best friends and they call each other by their first names. "Good, good, Shoyo. Can you name 4 things you feel?" He continued telling me what he could feel and then smell and finally taste.
He had calmed down by now but he was still sniffling. He took a deep breath and hugged me, burying his face in my chest. My face was red but I wrapped my arms around him, letting him cuddle me for a while.
By this time everyone had calmed down and was looking at us smugly and knowingly.
After at least 10 minutes, he reluctantly pulls himself off of me and says:
"I guess I should probably explain what happened today, shouldn't I?"
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Hey, kiddos! I'm sorry for leaving you on a cliffhanger again ('''TwT) but I went over my usual word limit. I'll try to update the next chapter soon. Also... kiddos...HOW the FUCK did this get 2.27 MOTHERFUCKING k?! THIS ISN'T EVEN THAT GOOD?! I still thank you for all of the support you are giving this book and for the votes! I love you all so much and once again, I close the chapter with the same words, drink your water and take care of yourself! If you haven't eaten yet, please go and eat something. If you ever wanna talk about your panic attacks, depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and don't want to talk to an adult regarding this, please message me. I will try to get back to you as soon as possible and I will adopt you. Bye kiddos! I love you!
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FanfictionShoyo Hinata is trans (FTM). With a daughter. He was raped by his ex-boyfriend and was impregnated with his daughter. At the age of 13. He is now 16. How will he able to manage his life with Volleyball, a crush and studies? Will his team find out hi...