"He's a what?!"

Chapter 6

Previously...

"I guess I should probably explain what happened today, shouldn't I?"

Now...

Trigger warning: Rape, Transphobia. {I'm sorry}

Hinata POV 

"I don't know where to start." I said. I was still leaning on Tooru, and if I wasn't in this particular situation, I would be a blushing mess. 

"How about you start with who that asshole was, Shoyo?" Kozume said. I think he was shaken up by this whole ordeal too. He was leaning on Tetsuro. "Ok Kozu." I said, sighing. I reached for Tobio's hand, who was cuddling Hajime. He squeezes my hand in reassurance. I feel Tooru tense up. Weird...

"Ok, so as you could probably tell...that asshole was my ex... I dated him in middle school during my first year..." I said with a sigh. "But why did he call you Yui? And why did Akari call you dad?" Of course, Yuu doesn't have a filter. 

"So it went a little like this..." I said.

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FLASHBACK

"Mom, Dad, I'm not a girl... I'm sorry..." I had just come out to my family...

Their faces were of pure shock. I faced the ground, not wanting to look at their faces again. Natsu was already in bed. She was only 7, but I had come out to her already. She understood the second I had said I was her older brother and not her older sister. 

She even asked me what my chosen name was now, which shocked as to how she understood the concept so easily. It took me 12 years to figure it out or even know it's valid and she knew at the age of 7?! 

As my eyes blurred with tears of fear that I'm not gonna be accepted, I felt 2 strong pair of arms wrap around me. I looked up, my parents were hugging me, whispering loving words of encouragement to me. 

They accept and support me? They're not disappointed?

"M-Mom..? D-Dad..? You're not disappointed that I'm a boy?" I asked, my voice shaking just as much as my body. 

"Oh honey, no. We're proud of you. We are so proud of you to figure out who you are and tell us...We know how scary it is to come out to someone." My mom said, and proud and loving look on her face. Dad was just nodding, agreeing to mom's words.

Small Time Skip {Shoyo is already dating Haru, but hasn't come out to him.}

I was having lunch with my friends and Haru. Izumi and Koji were playfully arguing about something, while the others were talking about something else. The only thing on my mind was how they were gonna react to the announcement...

"Hey Yui, you okay? You're kinda spacing out?" Himari's voice brakes me out of my trance. "Huh? Oh yeah. I'm fine." I brush it off. "You sure? You do look kinda pale too." Ichika says, agreeing with Himari. By now everyone else on our table was looking at me, everyone looked concerned.

"Actually...um...I kinda wanted to tell you guys something..." I started. "What is it? Are you okay? Did something happen? Are you hurt?" Koji said. He was always the dad of the group when anything had to do with me. He always protected me from things. Pranks, accidents, you name it. I smile weakly.

"No, Koji. I didn't hurt myself and I'm fine. I mean I will be after this." I stated. He looked confused and concerned along with everyone else. "I... um... I'm not a girl...I'm trans and my name isn't Yui... I.. uh... I'm a boy and my name is Shoyo. Shoyo Hinata. Please call me that..." I said, still anxious about their response.

"Oh is that all? You had me worried, Shoyo." Koji said. My head snapped up at them. Almost everyone was smiling. Encouragingly. All of them...except...Haru... 

"...Babe..? Why are you looking at me like that...?" I asked, everyone, turning back to look at him. He was looking at me angry...disgusted... "You're what?" His voice sounded calm but full of venom. 

"I...um...I'm trans..."  I repeated, a little confused and scared at the same time. He stands up and pulls me with him. "Wait- babe- stop-" I protested as he pulled me out of the cafeteria. Izumi and Koji were getting up to follow us, as were the girls but then Haru turned back to them and said not to follow us. 

He pulled me into an empty classroom. "You really think you're a boy?! You are not a boy, you understand?! You're a fucking girl! And if you even think of saying that you are a boy? I'll show you just why you're a girl!" He had locked the door and said each sentence with a hit, a punch or a slap. 

"B-but- H-Haru I-I am a boy- AAAAAAHHHHHH!" I yelled as he slapped me and tore my shirt, manhandling me.

{OK! I AM NOT WRITING ANYMORE! WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENED! HARU RAPED SHOYO AND SHOYO'S FRIENDS CALLED THE TEACHERS BECAUSE THEY FOLLOWED THEIR FUCKING INSTINCTS AND WENT AFTER THEM! A few weeks after that, Shoyo started getting sick. He told his mom and they got him a pregnancy test. It turned out positive. This was a time skip cuz I didn't wanna write that.}

I am now almost 9 months pregnant and on my way back home from therapy. Things were getting better in my life! I was having a baby girl! I named her Akari before she is even born! I even got a restriction order on Haru! My parents even agreed to get me surgery after Akari is born!

Koji, Izumi and my mom were with me in the car. We were talking about if my height will grow when I transition fully since I am so short. We were even gonna start a volleyball club for boys in my school by next year, though Izumi and Koji won't join and I don't think there's any other person interested in volleyball other than me.

As I'm talking to my friends laughing about something when I felt water pool around my thighs. Then came the pain. I yelled to my mom to take us to the hospital because my water...had just broken.

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"...and that's it! That's the story! Akari was born and I transitioned. I met Tobio in summer after middle school, we created our quick attack and he was the first person, other than my family and middle school friends, to know that Akari is my daughter and not my sister." I finished. Throughout the telling of my past, I kept my gaze on the floor, not meeting anyone's gaze. 

I didn't want to see the pity in their eyes. I was fine. I don't even need the pity! 

So...why...why was I crying? I had already gotten over all the trauma. I was out of therapy, for Asahi's sake! So why am I crying?! Why am I scared and mad?! 

I had started hyperventilating again. But just before I could go into a full-blown panic attack again, I felt arms around me. It was everyone. All of them were hugging me and whispering encouraging words to me. I smiled as I let sleep finally take over me. I was exhausted.

Whispering good night to them all, I fell asleep.

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Hey, kiddos! So New Year is just upon us and I swear to Asahi, I do not wanna go back to school. Online school is so much fucking better and gives so little anxiety! Anywayssssss, HAPPY NEW YEAR KIDDOS! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! AND YOUR COMMENTS LIGHT UP MY DAY! THANK YOU ALL FOR THE VOTES AND READS AND IF YOU EVER NEED ANY ADVICE OR SOMEONE TO VENT TO, YOU KNOW HOW TO CONTACT ME! GOODBYE! I hope you all have an amazing day/night! 🖤💜🖤💜

Signing out- Joy~