In Her World (One Direction Fan Fiction)

You Jump, I Jump

ADVISORY: This chapter metions some disorders and I am deeply sorry if you have any of these and I hope all goes well for you, stay strong :) 

-----Faith's POV-----

Before Karen left she told me to get dressed and meet her at the lobby. 

I looked at the digital clock that was at the side of my bed.

11:47 A.M. 

'yay. lunch.'  I thought sarcastically.

I got up and went to the closet, I saw all my clothes from back home.

I guess Savannah and Jackson brought it.

I grabbed a pair of leggings and a shirt that graciously had a middle finger on it.

I chuckled and threw it on.

I put on some bracelet cuffs that could shield my cuts.

I put on a pair of Jackson's old sliders, I grabbed my phone and headed toward the door.

I opened the door to an empty hallway.

It had hard-wood floors and many door with different numbers on it.

I turned to look at my number. 

'227' 

I mentally took note of it and went to find an elevator.

I pressed the down button and waited for the ordinary ding.

When it finally came I pressed the 'L' and the familiar buzzing of the stupid elevator music started. 

I waited impatiently for the doors to open to escape the horrid tune. 

When they opened to dashed out and tried to find Karen.

I soon stumbled upon her.

"Hello again, Faith"  Karen said eyeing my shirt quizzically.

"Hi" 

"Well since its about noon, it's soon time for lunch, now in the cafeteria all the patients eat together, so you can introduce yourself there, okay?" 

"Okay."

"Have fun, and good luck." She spoke happily

"Thanks."

I opened the doors to the lunch room and it was flooded with teenagers with the same gloomy faces.

I walked to the fruit stand, grabbed an apple, and headed to an empty table.

I sat down and took a small bite of the apple, I looked around looking at the kids. 

Some were engaged in their conversations, others just staring at their food.

My thoughts were interrupted by a quiet mumble.

I looked up.

"What?"

"Can we sit here?" One of the two boys said.

"Uh, sure." 

One had a kind of brown, windswept and hazel eyes. 

And the other blonde shaggy hair and bright blue eyes. 

Brown hair was carrying a tray with corn and what seemed to be chicken, and the blonde just an orange.

"I'm Carson, and this is Niall" the brown haired kid said.

Niall picked his head up and nodded.

"I'm Faith, nice to meet you." I said in a monotone voice.

The next couple minutes were spent in silence. 

"Hey guys, come here." Carson spoke to a small group of boys. 

I turned my head to see about four boys walking this way.

"Hey, sit down" Carson said motioning for the group to sit.

I slowly got up feeling like an intruder.

"No, stay, let me introduce you" Carson smiled.

I threw him back a fake smile.

"Okay."

"That's Louis." He said pointing to a boy with piercing blue eyes.

"That's Liam" He pointed to a boy with a buzz cut, and brown eyes.

"That's Zayn" He pointed to a boy with raven black hair and brown eyes.

"And that's Harry." My eyes trailed to a curly headed boy with the darkest green eyes and a frown that played on his lips.

He had similar bracelet cuffs to mine.

"Uh, hi, I'm Faith." 

They all looked at me and waved and nodded, except Harry. He just stated at me with his dark eyes.

I started to feel uncomfortable.

"Well--uh" I began

"What are you here for?" Zayn asked.

"Where?" 

"In a mental institution, you muppet."

"Oh, I don't really think I feel comfortable talking about that."

"Oh come on, you are in a mental institution, you gotta have done something bad." Louis spoke.

"But, I don't really know you guys so why should I just spill my life story?"

"Because all of us are probably in the same situation, I mean-- we are in an asylum." Liam offered.

"Well-- iwasbeatimanorexicicutmyselfandihaveattemptedsuicide" I mumbled.

"Oh, sorry."

"Yeah." I said plainly.

"Well, I got anger issues." Zayn said.

"Anxiety" Liam said.

"I was beat when I was at home." Louis spoke quietly 

 "Beat at home" Carson also said.

"Anorexic." Niall said. That was the first time I heard him talk.

Wow, these guys are alot like me.

'Faith your walls, keep 'em strong.' The little voice in my head reminded me.

I looked over to Harry. 

He just shook his head. He stared at me with his dark eyes. They were gloomy and mysterious. It was so attractive.  

I don't know this kid. But for some reason...

I really  want to. 

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Hai guys.

well, thats chapter three.

and i dont know if you have noticed... but i use kinda depressing phrases as the chapter titles so yeah...trying to be "original"

so the song to the right is the song that fits this story really will...i really reccomend you listen to it :) it will be up every chapter unless said otherwise.

-Gabrielax