Bucky POV
I sat back on my heels and blinked slowly. I didn't know how much peter was struggling, I mean I knew he would be but he was hiding it so well. I thought I knew him well enough to see when he needed us but I guess not.
"Peter why don't you care if you get hurt?" I asked softly. "Because its my fault, I wasn't fast enough to stop Tony from snapping and I let Steve go back when he just found a family and got you back" he paused and i looked at him with soft eyes, "I have nothing, no one, May got sick in the blip and died before i got back. Tony snapped, Nat jumped, steve left" I can see the hurt bleed from his eyes. "Can't let anyone else get hurt Bucky i can't" I grabbed peters chin and forced him to look at me "peter none of those things were your fault, 3/4 were choices that each one made, and your aunt you didn't get her sick, and yeah you weren't there but how could you have been?" Peters eyes flicked to my lips and then back to my eyes.
Peter POV
Bucky had my chin gripped tightly in his hand, I was inches away from his face. So close i could see the flecks of blue in his ice grey eyes. If I wasn't so upset I would be freaking out. Then I did the dumbest thing I could ever do, I stood up and ran away. I ran to my room got my suit and Swan dived out the window. I almost kissed bucky Barnes! Wtf was I thinking! I swang to the top of my favorite building, which was also the tallest and I could see everything for miles.
'You should just do it'
No no no I can't, I can't give up on my family like that.
'But they don't like you they just pity you, do you really think the Bucky Barnes would want to kiss you'
No probably not, but
No don't get close to him,
'You know how to fix this'
I do but I don't like it
'Doesn't matter you have to do it'
Ok
