Why did you pick me?

Party(edited)

Chapter  4
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I am currently laying on my bed thinking about school.
Why can't I be pretty and look pretty?
Why aren't guys attracted to me? Why those sluts?

I get pulled out of my train of thought when my door gets slammed open.

"What do you want Lily?"
I look at her and my jaw drops. She is wearing a skimpy black dress. Her butt hangs out of the back and you could see that the dress was 2 sizes to small.

"I want your black heels."
"What no."
"Why not? You don't wear them."
"Because I'm not letting my sister be a hooker!"
"I'm not a hooker I'm going to a party!"
"In that?! And who's party?"
"Dustin's"
"What?! He is in my grade you shouldn't be hanging out with 17 year old boys!"
"What ever."
"What ever!? Your 15!"
"Stop being over dramatic and give me your heels."
"Fine be a slut for all I care!" I say throwing my hands up in the air.
She grabs the heels and was about to walk out of my room.

"You should really try to fit in. People talk about you, and I don't want to be know as the girl with the loser sister."  She says as she is closing the door.

I can hear the heels clicking on the hard wood floor.

Did I just hear her right. Is she really embarrassed that I'm her sister. My heart breaks a little at her words.

Maybe I do have to change. Maybe it would be better if I fit in with the crowd .

I go to my closet and find the girlies thing I have a white skirt. I grab a floral crop top that still has its tags on  from my closet. I put on more makeup than needed and grab some heels.

I take a deep breath. I'm doing this for you lily. I quickly walk out the door and start heading towards dustin's.
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I was now outside his house just starring at it. The music blaring threw the speakers I could hear it from outside. Do I really want to do this? I start walking up towards his house. When I open the door I could have sworn I lost my hearing.

I walk around and look at the people grinding on one another. Then I feel someone grab my arm. I spin around to come face to face with a boy.

I think he is in my science class but I'm not sure.
"Heyyy." He slurs."
"Umm hi."
"What's your namme beautifulll."
"Avery."
"Follow mee."
I was getting pulled threw the crowd by this man I don't even know. I swear if I get puked on I'm going to scream at Lilly.

He pulled me into the hallway. It was a bit quieter here. Then he smashed his lips into mine. He pushes me roughly up against the wall. I try to push him off but he was too strong.

I could smell the liquor in his breath. It was gross. He notices I'm not kissing back so he squeezes my butt. I then knee him where the sun don't shine.

That's what he gets for kissing me. I just look down at him. He is groaning on the ground in pain. Oops sorry not sorry. I fix up my hair and makeup and go back to the dance floor.

When I see Lilly she is definitely gonna get it.
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Ik this iS a short update but yeah love youssss
-beauty_beast