Why did you pick me?

The call (edited)

Chapter 6
But unfortunately when Dustin put the pieces together and realized I was geeky nerd Avery he kicked me out and told me never to tell anyone he helped me or else.

I really don't wanna find out what or else meant so I'm planing on keeping my mouth shut. Lily is behind pissed she told me she was having fun and we only got kicked out because I'm a looser who can't keep a good reputation with the students.

It kinda hurt coming from my sister. You know family  but I just shrugged it off. I tried making it up to her and by her some Burger King but she is on a 'diet'. Diet my ass she was shoving bacon down her throat this morning.

We are in the car driving home and I got a phone call I wonder who it's from?
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Ring ring
"Hello?"
"Hey is this Avery?"
I look at the caller id and it is a ra some number.

"Um yes and who might  this be?"
"It's your secret admirer..."
I respond quick thinking it's one guy in particular

"Who" I say with eagerness
I heard a slight crack in there voice,almost like they are about to laugh but trying to contain it. "you're  beautiful with your chocolate brown hair, to your Carmel colored skin."

I  blush at there comment  they think I'm pretty, but I really want to know who this is?!
"Who I this" I say softly
" I told you before your s.."

Then I hear a crowd of people burst into laughter.I can feel the tears start to brim at my eyes, but I try pushing them back, I tried but I can't this hurts so much. How could someone be so cruel to one human being, actually how could the wholes school be so cruel to one human being.

Am I that bad that people feel like they should constantly push me down till I feel like I'm nothing...

Before my Grammy died 2 years ago, she would always tell me I'm pretty and I will find a guy who won't just see my outside beauty but my inside beauty... That I would be come so pretty everyone would awe when they saw me...

But now I feel nothing I feel hurt and upset. I hope this isn't happening to any of my other friends or friend.

I look over at a sleeping lily.
"I'm sorry your ashamed of me I would be too.. I'm sorry you hate me I would be too, I'm sorry lily" I say the last part comming out as a soft whisper, I slowly pulling to a empty parking lot.

I let the tears stream down my eyes as I open my car door, I sit on the hood of my car and cry I let the tears flow. I feel so weak and so...so I can't even form words. Right now I need a person I need someone hear to tell me I'm perfect and ok. But where are they, where is my prince to lift me off my feet and take me away from this horrible place.

I look at my feet. He probably doesn't exist. I'm not good enough to for someone's love...

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