Regret Leaving You- DadSchlatt

Chapter 3

Tw- Alcohol abuse and Swearing

It has been a few weeks since I took office and a lot has changed. We finally got those ugly walls down. We changed the name of L’manberg to Manberg, Fundy burned down the flag, we found out Wilbur and Tommy joined teams with Technoblade, their brother. We were soon going to be having a festival for the nation to bring joy to the nation. As normal Tubbo was running later and forgot his food, of course being the father I am of course I shared my food with him.

As I was listening to what the decoration was going to be and who was on the team, it clicked in my brain. I fucking relized why he has been late all these meetings, why he never had brought any food. He is working for Pogtopia as their spy. I kept my calm trying not to lose it.

My son, my fucking blood line is working agaisnt me. I remember hearing him on the phone one day with someone, I thought it was someone from Manberg not someone from Pogtopia. I sat there clenching my fist not wanting to freak. Does Dream know? He probably does. He is probably helping so they can kill me faster. I got to figure out a plan on what to do. Soon the meeting was over and in a rush I left for my home.

⚠️Alcohol Abuse⚠️

I got home and went to the fridge instantly grabbing a beer, and chugging it straight away. I grabbed four boxes heading to the living room turning on the tv and chugging the alcohol. A normal person would say I need to get help, but I have tried getting help. Of course it never worked. My first time going to alcoholics anonymous I stayed for a week before some dick came in talking about how it was affecting his wife and kids, I stopped going. I tried going again and stayed a little bit, immediately after someone talked about their family I left. This cycle keeps repeating till I have had enough. I'm a fucking mess, an idiot. I stopped going and I regretted it to this day. But I couldn’t stand it there. I fell asleep in tears.
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