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Jungkook was devastated upon the death of his girlfriend. Almost 2 years later, he went back and found out her heart was donated to someone.
He will look for that person. Along the way, he will also discover love again. And along the wa...
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It's already a month since they left but I haven't had any information about Sana–if did she already had her heart transplant? Or did it succeed or not? I don't really know. I'm waiting anxiously and a lot of things ran through my head. What if something bad happened during the operation? Or what if Sana didn't make it? My mind is clouded with a lot of queries that haven't been answered.
"Kook! Dahyun is my thesis partner. I tried to ask her if she has any news about Sana but unfortunately, she doesn't have news about her. Minhyun hasn't contacted her either." I remember Jimin once told me one afternoon. I sighed. Even Dahyun, Sana's friend, doesn't have any communication with her.
Spring came, summer came, fall came, and even winter came again. It's been more than a year and still, no news about Sana. I'm sad and frustrated, in all honesty. I have zero information about her and it's driving me insane.
I even flew to the US during spring break cause I can no longer take to just sit here and wait for her. I went to San Francisco Heart Center to get any information about Sana. They said she didn't get a transplant back then so they have to move to another state. I followed where'd they go until I lost traces of them. I was greatly disappointed back then. I thought I was going to see her once I step on that said country, but I was wrong.
I didn't stop. I went to check some heart centers in the nearby states but still, no traces of them. I still can't find Sana. Until I went back home with my hopes down of seeing Sana again.
I even tried to check Uncle Haneul's company and his home but the people there said the same thing–he still hasn't come back since they left.
Even Dr. Jung. She lost contact with them.
I admit, I lose hope at some point but I always find myself hoping again and holding on to Uncle Haneul's promise of bringing back Sana to me. And holding on to my promise that I will wait for her. I'll wait even if it takes a lot of years and decades. I'll wait even if it takes my whole life.
And even if she's not coming back, I'll still wait.
And I also promised to not love again, ever.
I continued my life, just like what Sana wants me to do. I still went to school, met my friends, and do what I like but I am not genuinely happy with what I am doing. I felt that there's a huge part of me that's lost and I know it is Sana.
Regardless of that, I strived to endure each day of my life.
Every day, after school, I always went to Sana's apartment. I didn't change the passcode until now so she can still have access to the place whenever she comes back.
Every time I went there, I have high hopes that whenever I open the door, she's there waiting for me. Of course, I did get disappointed when I see no one, but I immediately get my hopes up again that maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow she'll be finally here. Sometimes, I even slept there whenever I missed her terribly or whenever there's a thunderstorm.
