I Miss You~ {♡♡•DabixHawks•♡♡}

Chapter 4◇

Okay umm this chapter is going to be al little bit sad and it has mentions of rape,self harm,abuse,suicide...

Okay people imma do a little time skip cuz nothing really happend after they went to Keigos place. They just spend the night togheter and watched movies and cuddled and stuff...

⚠️SELF HARM⚠️

Keigos POV...

I woke up because of a nightmare but it was about what happend to me in the past..
It still haunts me to this day..
I am just afraid he will come back..and....do it again...

There were tears in my eyes as i thought of it, i looked beside me and saw Touya sleeping, i smiled and sighed

"I am sorry Touya"

I got up and went to the bathroom that was down the big hallway. I went inside and locked the door. I just looked in the mirror and said

"Why..."

"Why is it me"

"Why did he r@pe me.."

"Why did my parents go away that day.."

"Why did they leave me with that monster..."

"Why did Touya leave me.."

"Why did they abuse me at the hero commission..."

"Why am i still here..."

"Why am i not dead yet.."

"Why does no one love me....."

"..."

"WHY TELL ME WHY"
I started crying alot and i just gave up and i grabbed the razor blade that was in the drawer and just slit a small but deep cut in myself..

"Wow i haven't done it in awhile.."
And i just started to cut and cut and cut and cut until my arm was just filled with red cuts..

I pulled down my hoodies sleeve and cleaned all up. As i was walking to the bedroom i was just hoping Touya didn't hear me and that he wasn't awake..

Luckily he was still asleep, i just went back to bed and fell asleep quite quickly..

A little time skip to 2 weeks later..♡♡♡

Touya's POV...

Keigo has been acting weird lately. He doesn't eat at all always looks tired and looks like he has cried alot. He always wears long sleeved hoodies or shirts even if it's like 90 degrees outside. He always smiles well atleast tries.

The other night i heard him go to the bathroom and he was there for a long time and i started to get worried. I got up and left the bedroom and started walking towards the bathroom he was in...i heard sobs and keigo telling himself he is not worth it-

I knocked on the door and heard no one replie..
I knocked again..
"Keigo?.."

"Keigo open the door.."

Still no response..

"KEIGO TAKAMI OPEN THE DOOR"

Okay that's enough..

I burned down the door to the bathroom and as soon as it was down Keigo runned out, he runned down stairs. I looked in the bathroom and saw blood and a bloody razor blade on the floor and then i realized that he had been hurting himself....

My birdie has been cutting himself-

I runned down the stairs and out of the front door because Keigo runned that way.

Keigo couldn't run very fast because of the pain but he still kept going. I ran as fast as i could to him and grabbed his arm and i pulled him against myself and i just looked him in the eyes.

"Why bby?"

"Why what Touya?"

"Why are you hurting yourself birdie? Just why.."

"I-i just didn't w-want to feel t-the pain from the p-past.."

"Oh baby"

"The past is in the past and it will never come back, life isn't a movie don't end it please.."

"B-but.."

"Shh my love..."

"I love you more than anything and i want you to never forget it okay?"

"O-okay.."

"Where were you heading when you were running away?"

"To the rooftop....."

"..."

"T-Touya i-"

I pulled him against me and i hugged him tight, i just never wanted to let go..

"It's okay my dear...just don't ever do it again.. if you have a problem or if you are feeling down always come to me okay?"

"Mhm.."

"Great birdie let's get you bandaged up and let's go to bed"

"O-Okay"

They went inside and got Keigo all bandaged up and cleaned. They went to bed and cuddled up against eachother and fell asleep..♡

A/N

Okay people i know that i didn't post for a few days but just some things came up and yea.

Also sorry about the chapter it was alittle messed up but i hope you liked it.

If you guys want me to continiue it please tell me and if you want any other stories pls tell me about it more :)

I will just tell that i am the most comfortable writing dabixhawks stories and i am not good at smut so ya but i can always try :)

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