DISCONTINUED!!!! || Where Do We Go From Here? || Daisuga Angst

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Suga walked out the front door, and bolted straight for his house. He just ran and ran, just in case his mom was home. Luckily for him, when he got there, she wasn't. He quickly packed a bag of all the important things he would need like clothes, a toothbrush, his school and volleyball things, etc. He then climbed back down the side of the house, and hurried back to Daichi's house. He knocked on the door, and boy did Daichi answer quickly, again.

"You got everything you need?" Daichi asked as he shut the door behind him. "Yeah, I didn't really have manythings" Suga said. "Okay, if you need anything we could go to the store y'know" Daichi suggested. "No, I have all my stuff. You worry too much, Dad-chi" Suga joked. "I- really Suga-mama" Daichi said right back at him. "But seriously, we are the mom and dad of Karasuno" Suga said. "Yeah, once Tanaka accidentally called me dad" Daichi said with a sigh.

"Wait, really?!" Suga asked as he started dying of laughter. "Really really" Daichi said. "I am SO going to tease him about that!" Suga semi-shouted. 'I already feel bad for Tanaka' Daichi thought as he looked at Suga smirking. He was looking over at Suga, blushing? Daichi's heart was beating faster than it ever has before. Daichi was developing something he never thought he would. 'Do I have a crush on Suga?' Daichi thought. 

"Hellllooooo" Suga was yelling as he waved his hand in front of Daichi's face. "Ah, sorry! I was lost in thought" Daichi exclaimed. Suga stopped for a minute, looked him up and down, and then smirked. "You got a crush~ don't ya? Who is it? Are they pretty?" Suga teased. Daichi had a mini panic session. "aHa! Knew it! Then again, when have I ever been wrong?" He boasted. "You are right, I do have a crush. BUT, I absolutely will not tell you" Daichi said as he looked away sassily.

"Yeah, that's fair. I can't keep a secret even if I tried" Suga admitted. "Yeah, we both know how that turned out" Daichi sighed. Suga looked down. "I really didn't want you to find out, I kept it hidden for so long! I was really trying this time" Suga sighed out. "But why? Why did you hide it? You could've gotten help!" Daichi semi-shouted, making Suga flinch. "Sorry, but why?" Daichi asked, with a really sweet, soft, voice. 

"I didn't want anything to happen to my mom. She may hurt me a lot, but she wasn't always like this. It was the stress of work that made her start drinking. She did things off of alcohol.So I don't blame her, I blame her job" Suga explained. "Yeah but, you could of at least ran away, or protect yourself y'know" Daichi suggested. "Yeah, but I still love her so I didn't want to run away. I also can't think of a way to defend myself without hurting her or getting her angry which would result in me getting hurt worse" Suga finished.

"You better not let this little crush affect your score in finals. They're tomorrow" Suga taunted. "It won't, it won't" Daichi reassured. "So, if I'm gonna stay here, then where would I sleep?" Suga asked. "In here if you want" Daichi suggested. Suga lightly blushed, just enough to tell he was flustered, but not enough to where Daichi could tell he was blushing. "Okay, speaking of sleep" Suga yawned midway through his sentence. "We should probably go to bed" Suga finished.

"Yeah, you look pretty tired, plus finals, then the training camp, you know what, I'm just gonna stop talking. I'm making myself tired thinking about it" Daichi said. "Good idea" Suga said followed by a yawn. They got ready for bed, which didn't take very long. Suga slept on one end of the bed, and Daichi slept on the other. Something felt, off to Suga that night. Something was very different. 

It was the fact that there was still yelling. In his head, he heard his mother's voice. Yelling all those awful things she said about him to his face. It was strange. He was away from her, he was safe, so why? Why was he still hearing her? Suga shot awake in cold sweat. He realized, he had gotten so used to that life, so used to being hurt everyday, on a schedule, that without it, he was a lost soul.

He was so used to hearing yelling all night, to being hurt everyday. It just felt weird without it. He slipped away from the bed and into the bathroom. His mother's voice in his head, it told him to hurt himself. If I'm not there to hurt you, then you have to do it yourself! She said. Suga didn't want to listen, but it was almost like his body made him. He grabbed an old box cutter he had, for self defense reasons. But this, this was more like self offense. 

He sliced away at his skin, why? Because the voice said to. He didn't want to, but here he was. Slicing at his skin for the first time. The cutting seemed to put the voice at ease, which Suga enjoyed. He didn't like the yelling, but it still felt off without it. He sighed. 'How's Daichi gonna react to this? He won't be happy at all. But what if he doesn't find out at all?' Suga thought. He cleaned his cuts, having no intention of having Daichi find out.

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A/N I am so sorry this took me so long! I was busy with school work and family shit- But event 1 of 2 has happened! The other one will be happening very soon!