Now to my start where in high school begins but even so living alone and abused as a young person can differ alot and cause a young person forcefully to think as an adult. But anyways first day was ok as i kept walking trying to find the office i met a girl on the way.
"Excuse me, do you know where room 224 is?"
the girl replied with a small tsk at me. Interesting how a great greeting i had gotten just there. Then again i am new i shouldnt be surprised a higher up would treat me like tht. As i finally arrive it was interesting to meet the guidance counceler. Very polite and good with his words, then afterwards i get to class and start the few days there to see how it went for me.
2 weeks pass by, met a couple of friends but it honestly was an ok experience. In all honesty i was never really surprised let alone impressed with human interaction because when you get too attached its a way to stab stright in the back easier, and when you dont get so attached they look at you different. My mind was higher than average when it came to certain things in society and in general life
(flashbacks and abusive memories come in)
"damn my head, i need to get my headspace in the right place."
one of the friends come up to me
"hey are you ok? does your head hurt?"
aggresivley i grabbed her and said "DONT TOUCH ME." I had realized i acted out of character in a small group. Even though it is small the feeling of them talking about you gets to someone in this environment. Feeling paranoid?afraid? the way they look at you like you did something? Yea thats what high school does to a person
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Life Is Beautiful
Teen Fictionmeaningful bit impactful in titles of wonders and what goes in minds. Big or small those who have not really felt much might be moved, though i cant say it is different from what is seen on the outside
