Nayeons pov
I woke up expecting jeongyeon to be still beside me sleeping, but when I look on my side, she wasn't there,
Thank God she's gone, now I can make breakfast my own
I jumped out of the bed and walk downstairs, I suddenly heard chopping noises coming from the kitchen, I quickly ran to it and saw jeongyeon,
"I thought there's no knife around here, I should maybe search for it but this time with my eyes wide open"
I said, she didn't replied still focused on what she's doing
Well okay, then don't,
I walk back upstairs and lay on bed,
It's so boring here..
I was kidnapped but I feel like I'm not
Because jeongyeon is being like this to me
I'm worried about my parents..how they're doing?, Are they eating 3 meals a day?, Are they fine?, Do they think I'm already dead?,
And about my friends, are they worried about me too?,
How about dahyun?, Is she worried about me too?,
I love her so much..
And we had a big fight the day she went to Canada for a vacation with her parents..
I was mad because she's not going to spent her vacation with me, and thinking of it made me think that I am really immature,
She spent most of her time being with me and it's just right to spend some time with her family too..
I heard the door creaks,
"Breakfast is ready"
Jeongyeon walks in, "I don't want to eat"
I said, she clicked her tongue, "you know I'm trying my best to be kind,
You know if i don't love you then maybe now you're dead"
"You're telling me that I should be thankful because you love me?"
I asked, I can't believe she's saying those words like I should be thanking her for not killing me
"I don't need your love, how many times do I have to tell you that dahyun owns my heart!, She's the one I love jeongyeon, I want you to understand that!, Stop being so selfish! You're being selfish!, If you love me you have to be happy for me not ruining my happiness because you want me.."
I said, her tears starts falling,
I know what I said is right, but why do i feel regretful?,
I thought saying those words would hurt her and be the reason for her to let me go..
But...
"I'm sorry..." She said and then left,
My knees weakend,
I started crying,
I'm so mean, I shouldn't said all those words!,
I feel sorry for hurting her..
