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Negative Feelings

Well I did say that there would be a sad chapter.
So I might as well mention some of my struggles.
Negative emotions

Yeah that's right.

I seem very confident

But that is just me putting on a facade.
I don't like being vulnerable,  so this is a difficult chapter to write. (By difficult I mean I'm crying while writing this)

But long story short,

  I hate myself and the way I look.

(Holy shit this is hard to write. )

The reason I am making this is because I know I lot of you deal with negative feelings like this, and you're not alone.

Baby you're not alone
Cause you're here with me
And nothin's ever gonna bring us down
Cause nothing can keep me from lovin' you
And you know it's true
It don't matter what will come to be
Our love is all we need
To make it through

If you know know, you know. (I know ima get comments about that lol I have friends who are HUGE DC FANS)

But anyway,
I have major body image issues and I feel like I have a low self worth. (Yeah I deal with worthless feelings everyday of my life. Prob doesn't help that I have anxiety and depression. )

Also,

And this might be odd

But I don't think I am pretty

Actually I think I'm unattractive as FUCK.

the odd thing is

I have NEVER been called ugly (at least to my face)

And I can't even count how many times I have been called beautiful.

I legit just had a convo with my crush/ ex girlfriend (it's a long story)

And she called me beautiful multiple times (I HAVE NEVER BLUSHED SO HARD) (like she called me the most beautiful girl in the world)

*swoons massively*

And she is dating someone else
And I am so sadddddddddd

But anyway

For those of you who deal with the feelings I do

YOU'RE NOT ALONE
I LOVE YOU
YOU ARE WORTH A LOT
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL/HANDSOME (whatever you prefer to me called)
AND YOU'RE LIFE MATTERS NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE IDC I LOVE YOU ALL AND I MEAN IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY FUCKING HEART

I

LOVE

YOU

and if you need someone to talk to,

I'm here.

(Geez this is the longest chapter so far)

A/N

this was the hardest chapter to write of anything I have written so far, but it's very true.

Love you all SO MUCH! (Never forget that or I will HUNT YOU THE FUCK DOWN AND MAKE YOU REMEMBER)

Bi my beautiful lovelies!!!

Oh and one more thing

This quote has helped me with so much.

It's a Chris Colfer Quote.

And here's another one, my darlings

I love you!!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Biiiii!!!!