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Song Shot 4: Stuck (Big Time Rush)

This is a request from the user @Vernian2000 for the song ‘Stuck’ by Big Time Rush. Enjoy xx

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Logan’s POV

I glanced around the set and grinned at a waving Carlos as I made my way over to the three boys, greeting my co-stars and bandmates with high-fives and waiting for Grace, the direction of the filming, to show up.

Soon enough she appeared, looking astute and professional as always, as she shook our hands and took her seat in the chair as we headed over to the place where the opening scene of the first episode of Season Four was supposed to be shot.

“Where is she?” Grace commanded in frustration and we turned to look at the TV producer, who looked rather scared of the short woman, as he shrugged and scampered away in search of whoever she was looking for.

“What’s up, Gracie Macie?” Kendall called in a sing-song voice and her face softened; she had a special soft spot for him, whereas if any of her made jokes with her she’d lecture us about manners and what-not.

“Rebecca, our main female actress in the episode, is missing!” she exclaimed and muttered to herself, shouting profnities at any workers nearby as I gulped and my hand reached up to straighten my tie, when I realized I wasn’t wearing one. MY tongue flopped around uselessly in my mouth as I prayed Rebecca wouldn’t appear when the doors swung open and the girl that stole my heart strode in, bouncy and confident as ever, skinny jeans and a tight top showing off her figure perfectly.

How I wish I has the courage to ask her, or at least talk to her, and was startled out of my thoughts as someone hugged me, and the powdery scent told me it was, well, her.

‘There are so many things that I never ever get to say ‘cause I’m always tongue-tied with my words getting in the way.’

“Hey Logan!” she squealed and I grinned half-heartedly back while Grace scowled behind us.

“Stop all the reunion-ing, and start the filming!” she bellowed and Rebecca winked at me before running off set, as she only came into the show later in the episode. I sighed as I watched her go and smiled again, this time more genuinly. ‘At least I have her as a close friend’ I thought ruefully as I took my position and Grace gave us a thumbs-up sign, indicating that the cameras were running.

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“I have an imporatant question to ask you,” I mumbled, my face burning, my lips cracked dry even if I licked them, my feet shuffling around as if they had their own mind. I didn’t even have to think about if I had a blush. I probably looked like I had a severe cold or something.

“What is it, Logan?” Rebecca replied in a happy, bouncy tone of voice, and I swallowed.

“We’ve known each other for a few weeks, which I know is not a long time, but I… I feel something with you,” I explained with passion and forced myself to look into her beatiful eyes, but my gaze fell back to the ground.

“What are you trying to say?” she stuttered, playing the role perfectly.

“Will you go out with me?”

Her gasp was perfect. And heart-shattering.

“Logan,” she whispered and made me look at her face as she frowned sadly. “That’s so sweet but, but I just can’t,” she reasoned and I held the tears back forcefully, scarcely breathing. ‘This is not real’ I told myself. ‘This is not real.’

“Why?” I crokaed and she shook her head with despair.

“Logan, I’m so sorry, but I like Kendall,” she rushed and hurried away from me, leaving me slumped, defeated, and alone.

“CUT!” Grace screamed as she slammed the clapper board and everyone scuttled arouhd, chattering as we prepared for the next scene, as I breathed deeply and kept telling myself ‘it was not real’ but the scene haunted my mind and I blinked the tears away. This is why I won’t and can’t tell her.

I don’t want to be rejected.

No, that’s silly. My life isn’t controlled by a TV show. Well, yes, it is, but it isn’t exactly like some television programm. I’m different. But I don’t want to lose my best female friend, that would be even worse.

Oh geez, listen to me. I’m going to go talk to her now, even if I probably won’t be able to stand properly. I’m going to try. Yet just as I turn around I see Rebecca heading in Kendall’s direction and striking up conversation with him, laughing happily afterwards, and my fists clenched as I glared at my best mate.

Kendall, what the hell?

I bit my lip, hard, to stop any wetness falling from my eyes and turned around, arms stubbornly crossed, as I heard footsteps approaching, and tried to get the jealousy out of my system, without such luck. It was just like the show. She probably does like Kendall, and he just asked her out. That’s what it is! He just asked her to be his girlfriend, and she said yes. So it’s too late, I’ve waited too long. I can’t believe it.

“Hey Loli Logan!” she sang and I spun around, my face set in a scwol as she looked rather taken aback. I must have looked like an ogre. “Whoa, what happened? What’s wrong?” she coaxed, glancing at me worriedly while cocking her head to one side, making my heart beat faster as I tried to keep my cool, angry manner and not break down in tears. That would not go down smooth, I tell you.

“Why don’t you ask your boyfriend,” I snapped and her face screwed up in confusion.

“Boyfriend? I’m not taken, Logan,” she said slowly, as if she were not sure that I were still fully sane, and I scoffed at her stupidity, though inside my heart was breaking and all I really wanted to do was break down and tell her that I loved her. If only my mouth would form those three, simple words! I mean, I could say them seperately, so why not together? I’m twenty-three, I should be capable. But I’m not, not with Rebecca.

“Really? I would ask Kendall that,” I hissed harshly and she looked hurt before amusement flashed in her eyes and she grinned.

“I’m not together with Kendall, Logi,” she joked and I groaned as she called me that stupid name, but just as she turned to leave, I knew it was now or never. If I didn’t ask her now, amybe she would be taken next time, and I wouldn’t be able to handle that. No, my heart wouldn’t be able to handle that.

“Rebecca, wait,” I called and she spun back around and approached me, smiling happily with not a care in the world.

“Yeah?”

“Would you, I mean can you, do you…” I trailed off, not sure how to begin, as she stared at me cursiously, so clueless and innocent. “Okay, you know what? I’m just gonna say it, and you can judge me all you like. Rebecca, would you care to be my girlfriend?”

Than came the pause and I cringed as she bit her lip softly and beamed at me.

“Oh Logan, I thought you would never ask!” she exclaimed and I wrapped her in my arms and hugged her tightly, pushing all the possible scenarios of how this could have gone wrong out of my head, as her own arms wrapped around my neck, and we stayed, intwined, for the next few mintues before Grace’s shrill voice boomed at us and we jumped apart.

“Ready to start filming?” I said, my bad mood blown away as Rebecca grasped my hand and squeezed it.

“Yep,” she replied, popping the ‘p’, as we went to our positions and the new scene began.

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Hey, do you readers think I should write which characters are going to be in the story in the Author’s Note in the beginning or just keep the Song Shots the way they are? Comment and tell me what you think!

Yuki xx