Waiting For Your Love

Chapter 29 - His Smile

JANE'S POV

This is the day weve been waiting for how many years passed, I saw myself in the mirror even its hurts, napasmile ako sa nakita ko and I remember ga graduate na talaga kami. 

Heto kami ngayon nakatayo, waiting to call each of our surname.For how many years passed andito na kami lahat, papaso na kmi. 

"JANE DELA COSTA" 

Papunta nako sa taas ng stage para kunin ang diploma, at bumaba nako ng stage at bumalik ako sa aking inuupuan with my co candidates.

Maya-maya ay nagsalita na ang aming dean.

"May I call on Jane Dela Costa our Valedictorian to please give her valedictorian address"

Tinawag na nga ako ng isa sa mga head admin ng department namin.

Yes, ako yung valedictorian batch namin. I study hard to make my parents proud.

Umakyat nako kaagad sa taas ng stage to give them some words of wisdom and hope. 

" To our dean, professors, parents and my co graduates ladies and gentlemen goodafternoon. Diko po inaakala na darating kami sa panahon nato beside all of our trials that happen in our life, as a college student is not easy, dumaan kami sa iyak at pagod. Minsan di kami kumakain just to finished our projects, like thesis and defense. I never expect to become a valedtictorian. But thank you because Ive made this, for those professores who helped me, my schoolmates and classmates my parents specially mom and dad thank you so much for being there . I want to say also thank you for him a guy I love so much for the past 7 years di ko sya nakalimutan, hes been part of my whole life since I meet him, until now di ako nawawalan ng pag-asa na magkita kami ulit, I want to listen his side bago maniwala sa iba.But I think hes engage now for the girl he loves.I let him go, Sana kung nasan man sya I just want to say thank you for inspiring me always, Damn i miss you so much . Kung san ka masaya masaya nadin ako. I think and i know someday ill found the right guys for me. Guys this is it na oh? graduate na tayo our journey would not end as a person it end as a college student. Lets continue our journey . CONGRATS TO US GRADUATES AND MABUHAY"

Mamimiss ko silang lahat, lahat ng paghihirap na dina anan namin. Another journey of life to face again. Thaaaank god for this. 

Agad ko namang pinunasan ang luhang tumutulo sa mga mata ko. 

Natapos nakong magsalita sa taas tears fall from my eyes, tears of joy and tears of hope.

Nakasmile ako habang bumaba ako from stage, but someone caughted my eyes, may isang lalaking nakatayo di kalayuan on my right side .

Matangos ang ilong, makinis ang balat, mapupungay ang mga mata gwapoooo. I miss every angle of his face, I want to hold his hand to carresses his face to hug him and kiss him. Pero namamalik mata lang cguro ako, pero napanganga ako when he smiled at me.

His smile, that captivates whole life and heart. His smile that makes the pain all wounds . His smile that make me fall inlove all over to him.

Nagulat ako sa mga pangyayari, biglang sumikip ang dibdib ko nung nakita ko sya, ang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko. Sya ba talaga yun, sya nga ba yun. 

I saw myself running to his direction, I run as i could my tears are flowing . I couldnt help myself but to cry and cry. Di na kinaya ng mga tuhod ko. Nanlulumo ako sa nakita ko, I dont know what I want. Bigla akong yumuko, tears run on my eyes. Continue to flow.

Nakaramdam ako na may lalaking nakatayo sa harapan ko, diko lang maaninag kasi nakayuko ako, then suddenly umupo sya para magkapareha kami. 

" Princess? Why are you here ? Are you okaay? Bakit ka umiiyak" 

But I dont answer his question to him . 

" Okaaaay lang ako je. May natapilok kasi ako eh. Masakit yung paa ko kaya di ako nakatayo kaagad"  I lied. Ayao kung malaman nya .

"Talaga ? Just be careful okay ? Halika na . Lets go inside para makabalik na tayo sa loob" then he held my hand. 

Then we went into the ceremony,the awards are still ongoing. Pinaupo ako ni jeron sa right side. Bumalik na sa sa upuan nya. 

OMYGOD . Lord please give me a sign kung sya na ba talaga yun? Is he coming back ? pero baka kamukha nya lang cguro yun. 

Pinapawisan ako ng hindi ko alam. Diko alam tumatakbo na ko papunta sa direksyon kung san sya nawala. 

Sya nga ba yun, ba't parang ang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko ? Siguro namamalik mata lang ako. Tama jane hindi si joshua yun at nagkakamali ka lang.

Bumalik nako sa upuan ko , Mom and dad hugged me tightly syempre sina mariz, nichole, manolo, ella, laiza and jeron I hugged them too. Agad agad na kaming umuwi with my parents. 

Hanggang ngayon di parin mawala wala sa isipan ko ang nakita ko kanina. 

Hindi kaya sya yun? Pano kung sya nga ? anong gagawin ko ? Sisigawan ko ba sya, yayakapin at sasabihin kong gano ko sya ka miss? Pero alam kong its just an imagination.

Tama Jane its just an imagination. Naghahalucination ka lang, remember malabo ng bumalik si joshua dito kasi he's getting married nadin for another girl thats  you have to accept the fact that both of you are not in good terms.

I THINK IM CRAZY ...