Let Go - Minsung

𝙩 𝙬 𝙚 𝙣 𝙩 𝙮 𝙩 𝙬 𝙤

[minho pov]

i got up from my bed where i sat with my phone, texting jisung. i threw on my hoodie and walked out of the house.

i'm not sure what he's going to say. i really hope that he doesn't unfriend me.

i hope he likes me back. but if he doesn't...

if he doesn't...

i just hope he likes me back. or at least still wants to be friends.

[jisung pov]

i quickly got up from my bed.

maybe too fast. i almost fell forward on my face, but caught myself with my hand.

ouch!

maybe i should eat.

i carefully walked to my closet and put on the hoodie minho let me wear the last time i saw him. it hugged my body nicely and was still filled with his scent.

i grabbed my phone before i walked out of my room.

as i was walking downstairs to the front door i hear taehyung behind me.

"where ya going? finally talking to him?" he jokingly winked.

"y-yeah. just a little scared though." i stuttered. god, i need to stop doing that.

"it'll be fine! if you like him back, i bet everything will go smoothly." taehyung laughed, and i died a little inside.

how am i supposed to tell him?

oh god. this will be interesting.

i quickly put on my shoes and walked out the front door.

i walked down the sidewalk and towards the park. i looked down and i saw my legs

oh my gosh i really am underweight.

i shrugged it off and looked ahead of me. as i got closer to the park i saw a black figure barely noticeable sitting on a swing.

as i got closer, i noticed who it was.

minho.

i let out a short sigh of relief and ran up to him and jumped in his arms. we stood there for a few minutes, just hugging.

this felt great.

we were each holding on tight to the other, like our lives depended on it.

i decided to break the silence and started talking.

"min, i'm so sorry- i.." i choked out.

"it's okay. i know it's nerve wracking and scary." he said softly as he let go of me and place both his hands gently on my shoulders.

i noticed minho look down.

he saw my now skinny and very frail body.

"min, i-i.." i stuttered again. why did i stutter?

"jisungie... w-when was the last time you ate?" he stammered. i saw his eyes gloss over.

"i couldn't get out of bed and.. and i-.." i paused and looked up at his eyes. "i just felt e-empty without you.."

i saw a tear roll down his cheek.

i gently grabbed his hands. i noticed his sleeve roll down a little. i gently placed my hand on his wrist.

"w-why did you do it again?" i asked softly as tears stung my eyes. i didn't want him to think i was mad.

"i'm sorry, i-i didn't know what to do.." he looked down.

"please, min.. just don't do it again." i said as i looked up at him. i gently grabbed his cheeks.

i looked into his eyes for a few seconds.

"min, i.." i paused. "i love you.." i whispered.

he softly smiled.

[3rd pov]

minho glanced down at jisung's lips.

"jisung, i.. i love you too."

minho placed a gentle kiss on jisung's lips.

as minho pulled away, jisung pulled minho back in for another kiss. this time full of lust and desperation.

jisung pulled away hesitantly, "c-can we go back to my house? i-i'm cold.." jisung shivered.

minho nodded. he stepped in front of jisung and lifted the younger on his back.

"AH!" jisung yelled in shock. "i wasn't ready!" he laughed.

minho laughed and began walking back to jisung's house.

minho gently set jisung down as they walked up to jisung's front door.

jisung noticed that the lights were off. "weird." he shrugged it off and opened the door.

the two walked up the stairs and into jisung's room quickly and quietly.

as soon as jisung closed the door behind him, he felt minho softly kiss his neck from behind him.

jisung quickly turned around and looked into minho's eyes. minho picked up jisung and set him on his bed, hovering over him.

"i noticed you're wearing my hoodie? it looks good on you." minho smirked.

jisung laid there silently playing with minho's collar, staring into his eyes.

minho leaned down and softly kissed jisung. the kiss slowly turned into a heated kiss, making jisung beg for more.