Greatest Pleasure

one - reminiscing

Kadens pov

I still remember her azure blue eyes staring into mine. The way her freckles would lace on one cheek over her perfect button nose over to her other cheek. The pattern of one freckle on her left cheek amazed me. It was a dark one that went up over her eyelid. Like a perfect C of freckles that went from dark to light.

Her hair was blond then but slightly turning into a dirty dishwater blond as the months went by.

Her lips were the only thing I ever dreamed about and on this particular day, Valentine's day, I was going to kiss her.

We've been spending every lunch together and playing together on the play ground. Even at a young age, the boys knew she was mine.

I dressed in a suit I begged my mom to buy me. I also bought her a rose and her favourite candy - reese's. I made her a note asking for her to be mine and I spent all of my money on the necklace I bought her. The necklace wasn't much, just a tiny heart with a purple stone inside.

I tried my hardest to buy a necklace with a K in it but didn't have enough money after I bought the flowers and candy.

I was excited to go to school. Stormi told me everyday that I was her dream husband.

I have sapphire blue eyes, deep dimples on each cheek, curly light brown hair that is long on top but cut into a low fade on the sides and back. It's been this way since I could remember and I've kept it that way since. I have a british accent that she loved.

The only thing I didn't have was abs, tattoos, and I couldn't speak spanish. Those were the only things she wanted that I didn't have --- YET!

As I walk into school, I feel the butterflies swimming around in my stomach. I rush my mom into my classroom and a huge smile comes across my face as I see her talking to her friend.

She's wearing a red dress with red ribbons in her ponytail.

"Bye mom!" I say before rushing over to the love of my life.

I tap her shoulders and she smiles at me. "Happy Valentine's day Cuddles."

She calls me cuddles. I call her my Princessa. It used to be Princess but she has a thing for hispanic language so she makes me call her Princessa.

"Princessa, Happy Valentine's baby." I kiss her warm cheek.

She giggles before pulling out of my embrace.

She looks at the flowers in my hand and smiles more. "Are these for me?"

I nod and hand her the bag. She smells the roses before opening the bag. Her eyes light up when she sees her candy. They shine when she sees the necklace. After I put it on her, her eyes explode when she reads her letter. She jumps up and down before wrapping her arms around my neck.

"Of course I'll be yours cuddles!! I love you so much!" She excitedly squills.

I smile and mentally pat myself on the back. "I love you too Princessa."

I pull back a little and lick my lips before I lean in and kiss her.

My whole body melts at the way her lips match mine and my heart stops.

I count to ten in my head before I pull away.

She grabs the present on her desk and hands it to me. "It might be big but atleast you will have it forever!"

I open the square box and smile when I see she has gotten me the watch I've been wanting. It is definitely big on me but she's right. I'll have it forever. On the back, it says

'I love you, Forever Stormi'.

She smiles before she bites on her bottom lip. A habit of hers. "Promise me that you will only be mine forever."

I look into her beautiful eyes and nod. "I promise to be yours forever Princessa."

A few days later, Stormi was called out of class by the principal and I never saw her again...

I remember crying myself to sleep every night, praying she would come to school but she never did. The teacher wouldn't ever tell me why neither would my mom.

Even sixteen years later, I still have no fucking idea why she never came back. Why she left me...

I am twenty-two now. I met Stormi on the first day of first grade and haven't stopped thinking about my beautiful Princessa since. I wear the watch she got me years ago every day. Even if it is a ten dollar watch, it's the only one I have and the only one I would ever wear unless she got me a new one.

She was everything to me. Yeah, we were only kids but she really changed something inside of me.  I've never looked at another girl the same. I try to find my Princessa in every girl I meet but nobody ever equals up to her.

But, I have been looking for her ever since I became a teenager. It would he easier to find her if I remembered her last name but to me she was always my Mrs.Hernandez so I never paid attention to her actual last name.

But now, I'll have a better chance of finding her since I became ruler of the drug cartel.

The head of the mafia, the leader of the world, the devil in disguise.

Over the years, I have tattooed my body, worked out to earn myself a respectable four pack ( Stormi wanted a four pack not a six pack), and took six years of spanish. It was so fucking hard with my strong british accent but I achieved it. I can speak spanish like I was born with it.

Now I'm just waiting... waiting to find her. Waiting for my queen to help rule my kingdom with me.