(Jahnari and Rashad in the media )
15 minutes later..
(Home)
I walked upstairs and the girls were asleep in their separate rooms.
I heard music , but I didn't see Jahnari. I walked in the bathroom , she was soaking and crying her eyes out ..
"When I Was A Little Girl
I Believed Everything
But Times Have Changed
Now My Mind Is Deranged
And Sometimes I Don't Know What To Think
You Got A Chance You Take It
You Got A Dream You Make It
No One Can Stop Me No
Cause Everything Happens For A Reason
And Life Is, Life Is What You Make It, It's What You Make it
When Times Get Rough Pick Your Head Up Never Give Up No
I Hope You Feel This
Cannot Tell Me You Don't Feel This Yeah
The Day You Left You Took A Part Of Me,Boy Your Still Apart Of Me
Not Day Goes By That I Don't Wonder Why
God Took You From My Family
Oh Daddy
Dad I Hope Your Watching Over Me
At First It Was So Hard To See
Boy, I Know Your Proud Of Me
You Got A Chance You Take It
You Got A Dream You Make It
No One Can Stop Me No
Cause Everything Happens For A Reason
And Life Is, Life Is What You Make It,It's What You Make it
When Times Get Rough Pick Your Head Up Never Give Up
I Hope You Feel This
You Cannot Tell Me You Don't Feel This Yeah
When I Was Younger
And Something Bad Would Happen To Me
My Dad Used To Always Tell Me
When Life Hands You Lemons, Make Lemonade
And At First I Didn't Understand What The Meant
Until Now,I'm Making My Own Lemonade
And Each Day,Each Hour, Life Gets A Little Sweeter
Cause Everything Happens For A Reason
And Life Is,Life Is What You Make It,It's What You Make it
When Times Get Rough Pick Your Head Up Never Give Up No
I Hope You Feel This
Cannot Tell Me You Don't Feel This" she sung along .. (Toni romiti x little girl "
I walked over to the bath tub, rapped her up in a towel & carried her to the bed. I sat her down & looked into her eyes.
"What's wrong baby" I asked
"Im just tired" she cried
"What you mean tired" I asked wondering
"Of everything , on all levels. I'm tired of being judged for everything, I miss my dad ; I feel like apart of me is missing , and it's hurts knowing IWill never see his face again. Just over some beef, that's dumb shit" she yelled crying more.
"Baby, I'm sorry that they judge you I'm sorry that you lost your father , but I promise you I will be here for you every step of the way. It hurts knowing that you hurt. And when people judge you , you stunt on them. Cause you and I both know
*looks her up and down* YOU THE SHIT 😍😈✊ Baby girl. I love you mami " he kissed her passionately
"Thank you baby , I love Youu more stink 😩😍❤️💯" she said trying to catch her breath from the kiss.
We layed in bed & just talked about random things..
"Baby tell me how you feel about me, leave nothing out ; my pro's and con's" Jahnari said staring up at the ceiling.
"I feel like you're all I need. You may think I'm over exaggerating.. But , ima thug asss nigga ; I ain't never had love for no female but my mama, but you .. You changed me , you all I think about 24/7 , its like I used to think life was all about fucking bitches, getting money .. Then I met you, it's like you provide a nigga with everything he needs, you cook ; you clean ; you there for me when I need you.. It don't matter if yo phone on 1% still answer when I call you ' you my back bone , my right hand .. My everything , I just don't like when you feel insecure .. I know you feel good about your self and you know you bad as shit, i just don't like how it affects you when people say dumb shit, cause you and I both know you a strong mfka , you can't let these bitches get the best of you, be you baby , I love you " I said and kissed her stomach.
"How you feel about me Shawty ? " I asked
Jahnari POV'
"How you feel about me Shawty?" He asked
"I fucking love you .. You motivate me when I'm feeling lazy you the best thing that I ever had , you know my flaws & you know my past but it never mattered cause you still with me, it feel good to have you by my side on them cold nights when I don't feel pretty , the cold nights when I shed tears cause I reep the things that them niggas said ' you came to me & you laid with me & you never asked to get between my legs. You never judged me for the things I did , you hear the rumors but it never stick , cause that was then & baby this is now & you got my word I won't let you down 💕" I sung .. Because it made it easier .
"You really love me ma?" He asked with a big smile
"Yes baby, more than anything 💕
We fell asleep with his around my body , it made me feel good to know somebody got me,
