Castiel's POV
Castiel was terrified, and extremely confused.
Dean didn't believe that it was him?
Frustrated that he couldn't use his voice to explain, the Novak boy pointed to his throat and shook his head, but Dean just tightened his grip around the boy's neck.
"I said, what are you?! Why do you look like.. Him..?!" The Winchester was almost in tears, now. Not knowing whether it was due to the anger inside of him or some kind of sadness, Castiel didn't reply. He just looked at the ground, passive, and shook his head slowly.
"You are NOT him. You can't be him. I'll never see him again." Dean was murmuring over and over again, still staring at Cas.
The younger boy, who, was still terrified and forced against the wall, slowly reached out a hand and placed it on the right side of Dean's neck. The Winchester's emerald eyes were wide, and his lips slightly parted. Castiel had noticed this, of course - it was beautiful. He had always admired Dean's looks..
Honestly, he thought that the older boy was beautiful. He was perfect, in every way.
Despite Dean's threats and subtle violent actions, Cas proceeded to tap 'I love you' on Dean's neck using morse code. The Novak boy had no idea if it would work or not, or if Dean would even remember it, but it was the only thing that he could think to do. Castiel remembered doing this several times when him and Dean knew each other in school, and he remembered how Dean would react. He would smile, and his smile would light up the room, and then he would reply by tapping out 'I love you too.'
That didn't happen this time though.
No smile appeared on Dean's face. Instead, his mouth fell open as if he had just been slapped. He moved his head away from Cas' neck, slowly stepping back and putting his own hand over the place that Cas had touched.
"What're you - you can't be here.. It can't be you.." Dean was barely even looking at the other boy, who had now stepped forward from the wall slightly. His voice was quiet, and it sounded as if it could crack any minute. The emerald eyes of the boy had softened, and he looked back at Castiel, standing up straight again. Reaching a hand out towards Cas, he stepped forward, before gently cupping one of Cas' cheeks. The younger boy smiled, leaning his head into Dean's hand slightly. The Winchester's eyes turned cold again, though, and he pulled his hand back, making a low, growling sound.
"Get the fuck out of our home."
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