just the two of us (newt x reader)

newts pov

i watched helplessly as the maze doors closed with her on the other side. my heart sunk and panic set in. she's so stupid. so stupid. why would she do that?
she doesn't care about thomas and minho that much does she? does she care about them more than she cares about me?

i needed to shake these thoughts from my mind, but she was all i could think about. the girl i'd know for not even a week has become someone i care for, i like her, there's no denying that, but the way i care for her, it's not like how i care for the others, i love her. but now it was too late. she is in the maze and no one survives a night in the maze.

hours passed, but she was still my only thought. was she safe? is she scared? is she dead? questions ran around my mind and i just needed her to come home. but the likely hood of her making it back was slim to none, she had minho and thomas but i swear if those two shucks don't help her out i'm going to kill them if they make it back. as night set in my worry grew knowing y/n was out there with the grievers. as i lay in my hammock sleep took over me and lead me to a dream.

it was y/n in the maze. but minho and thomas weren't there. they had left her. either side of her she has a grievers chasing her down. she stood there, helplessly, awaiting her fate. she then began to sprint, faster than the grievers could keep up but she didn't last long and as she turned a corner of the maze, she collapsed in her exhaustion but the grievers didn't stop. i wanted to scream, to help her, but it was all dream and all i could was watch. i thought about what this meant, was this what was happening to y/n right now, was my brain trying to warm me she's not safe, but the dream continued to it's inevitable fate. the grievers reached her, stared her down. the look on her face make me shiver in my sleep and my heart sunk. she wore an expression of horror as the grievers closed in on her. just as they were about to bring her to death i shocked myself awake not able to see what i was about to witness.

when i fully adjusted my eyes i saw i was awake so early not even the doors had opened yet. as i lay thinking about my dream, the sound of the walls opening shocked me and i was running over to the opening in the walls quicker than i had realised. i saw chuck was already waiting, hoping that the three of them were on the other side . once they opened fully, movement from the left side caught my eye. minho emerged from the ivy, but he was alone. thomas and y/n didn't make it, my heart sunk.