Broken , rejected and then accepted

Search party

Chris p.o.v

After reading the letter I understood my mistake Carter also told me that Rose was not responsible for his parents death the real reason for his parents death were the sudden attack of the rogues in the lily fields. Rose was blamed for the death of her parents , after knowing the truth I was ashamed of myself. I had believed everyone in the pack house infact I had also helped in bullying Rose , but she had loved me even after how I behaved with her. I sent a search party to find her.

I understood my mistake now and I was ready to do anything to rectify my mistake. I mind linked all the pack members to wait outside the pack house. One by one each and every pack member gathered outside the pack house.

We then divided ourselves into 5 groups , I was the leader of 1st group, carter was leader of the second group , ian was leader of the third group , cole was leader of the fourth group and kevin was the leader of the fifth group.

After getting everyone settled in our respective groups we shifted and parted ways . Mine and Carter's group ran deep in the forest but no luck, then we ran to the lily fields but there also we couldn't find her.

We were still searching for her when one of my pack member whose group leader was kevin mind linked me that they had found a dead body which resembles all the features  of Rose.

After hearing that I ran to the spot as fast as I could with so many unwanted and depressed thoughts like what if she is Rose , what if she isn't Rose , what if she is some other girl, but deep down in my heart I had small hope that the dead body wasn't of Rose .

After reaching the spot I found out that the dead body wasn't of Rose. I was so much happy and relieved that for sometime I had grin on my wolfie face.

We all left that spot and searched in other parts which we hadn't searched till now, we searched and searched but still we couldn't find her.

At last we returned to our pack house , all the pack members went in their rooms . I and Carter we both  were the only ones who were left there alone . We started planning for more search parties , we contacted other packs to help us in finding Rose my mate but alas they couldn't find her.

I had stopped eating I had gone in depression mode , I had started cursing myself for blindly believing every pack member and behaving inhumane with Rose. I am her mate I am the one who is chosen by the MOON GODDESS for her . Mate is the one and only one special person who loves you and stands by your side no matter what but I had failed in this. Mates are the one special person who protects the other half but I had failed miserably in protecting my mate infact I was the one who bullied her , beat her with the other pack members , I had behaved very rudely with her and now I regret doing that.

Now I know her importance in my life now I know how much important she is for me , when she has gone away from me. Someone has rightly said we come to know someone's importance in our lives only when they go far away from us . Now I was missing Rose , I was missing her lovely smile , her kindness and everything about her. Now I know her importance but like a douchebag like an asshole I had to screw it and I became the reason for her running away from me. My stupidity had taken away everything every magical and lovely thing from her.

I was very much angry with myself , I had stopped eating , my wolf was also not talking with me. He was angry with me because he was missing his mate and wanted to be with her but I had screwed his chances with his mate.