Broken , rejected and then accepted

REGRET

Carter's p.o.v

I was feeling hungry like literally hungry. I had just come home from patrolling the borders of our pack. But the dinner wasn't ready, I got angry and ran upstairs to show her (Rose) that who is the boss here.

"GET YOUR FAT ASS OUT OF YOUR ROOM AND COME DOWNSTAIRS TO PREPARE DINNER OTHERWISE BARE THE CONSEQUENCES" I yelled from outside her room but no reply I waited for some more time but again I was greeted by silence. Again I yelled and started banging on her door but I was again greeted by pin drop silence.

I was way beyond angry so I punched the door very hard with all my might , the door flew open with its hinges . I entered her room but couldn't find her , I searched everywhere in her room for her but I still couldn't find her so I ran to her closet but it was empty.

I started pacing in her room angrily but suddenly I saw 2 letters folded on her mattress,  I went my way towards her mattress , picked the letter which had my name written on it and slowly started reading the letter.
DEAR BROTHER CARTER,
I AM SORRY REALLY REALLY SORRY FOR THE DEATH OF OUR PARENTS. TILL NOW I HAD THOUGHT THAT IT WAS MY MISTAKE BUT NO IT WASN'T MY MISTAKE , THE ROGUES HAD KILLED OUR PARENTS. I AM SORRY I COULDN'T SAVE OUR PARENTS BUT I WAS SO SMALL MERE 6 YEARS OLD HOW COULD I SAVE OUR PARENTS.
I KNOW YOU HATE ME NOW BECAUSE OF OUR PARENTS DEATH BUT I HAD ALWAYS LOVED YOU I HAD SEEN THE BROTHER IN YOU , THE BROTHER WHICH I HAD LOST AFTER OUR PARENTS DEATH , THE BROTHER WHO USED TO LOVE ME , CARE FOR ME BUT NOW YOU JUST USED TO ABUSE ME , BEAT ME , BULLY ME AND YOU EVEN BLAMED ME AND ALSO SPREAD RUMORS THAT I HAD KILLED OUR PARENTS.
BROTHER I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU EVEN AFTER YOU DID ALL THIS THINGS WITH ME , JUST DO ONE THING WHEN YOU ARE ALONE JUST THINK WHAT OUR PARENTS WILL BE THINKING ABOUT YOU NOW , WILL THEY LIKE YOU NOW , WILL THEY APPROVE YOUR INHUMAN AND ABUSED , CRUEL BEHAVIOUR TOWARDS ME.
LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST I WASN'T THE REASON FOR OUR PARENTS DEATH I AM TRULY SORRY THAT IT WASN'T ME WHO DIED IN OUR PARENTS PLACE , TRUST ME IF I COULD GO  IN THAT TIME I WOULD HAVE DEFINITELY DONE IT AND CHANGED THE PLACES , I WOULD HAVE DIED AND OUR PARENTS WOULD HAVE STILL BEEN ALIVE AND YOU COULD HAVE LIVED A HAPPY FAMILY LIFE BUT ALAS I CAN'T.  I AM EXTREMELY SORRY FOR THIS.
After reading the letter I was in tears , yes I was literally crying , her letter had put some light in my brains , I hate myself now for being so rude with my baby sister (the only family member which was left for me) I had been very rude with her . I had beaten her , abused her , bullied her and also blamed her for our parents death . I am ashamed of myself now .I am so sorry my baby sis.
I took the letter which she had written for CHRIS her mate and my best friend. I ran to his room , he was lying on his bed .I gave the letter to him and mind linked the pack members to start a search party to find my baby sis.
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CHRIS P.O.V
I was just lying on my bed when Carter came running in my room , he was in tears infact he was literally crying . I haven't seen him cry except the day of his parents death. I asked him the reason of his crying but he just gave me a letter I slowly opened the letter which Carter had given me and started reading the letter.
DEAR CHRIS
I know I am not important for you , I know you hate me now , I am your rejected mate but I have always had a crush on you , I have always had feelings for you which I couldn't express because I was afraid of your answer of your reaction .
I was very much happy when I found out that you are my mate , I was on cloud nine but as we all know happy times are of short span my happiness was ruined when I saw the look in your eyes , I couldnt take the hatred , the anger towards me which was present in your eyes .I was sad I could feel the tears which were threatning to come out of my eyes. Your rejection broke me the most.
I have always loved you and I had seen our future together. I hope you are happy now as I won't be there in your life anymore. Last but not the least I have always loved you and I want to see you happy.
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Yes guyz she ran away from the pack house she was shattered , she couldn't take the rejection anymore so she just ran away .
Love you"ll
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