Broken , rejected and then accepted

Realisation(rogue)

Rose p.o.v
After running away from my so called pack house I ran for days and days , weeks and weeks . Really speaking I ran for almost a month or two. I was very much tired my legs were also giving up I didn't have strength to run any further and I was also feeling thirsty.
I kept on running till I reached a lake I stopped there to quench my thirst  the water was clear and cool , after drinking water from the lake ...... suddenly I saw my image in the clear water.
Realisation hit me hard like tons of bricks.My wolfie eyes had turned greenish yellowish that means I was a rogue now. Rogues are werewolves or shifters who leave their pack for some reason or who are abandoned by their packs or who are banished by their alphas  or who don't want to follow pack rules.
Rogues had viciously killed my parents and now I was a rogue I was one of them who had killed my parents.
I ran from there to a land I don't know whose land or pack territory was that. I was very much tired so I just closed my eyes and slept there near a tree. I had a peaceful sleep after a month or two , all this month my thoughts went back to Chris my mate and carter my very own brother.
I still love Chris a lot and I also love my brother Carter who had blamed me , bullied me and even done inhumane behaviour with me his own baby sis.
But as you"ll know my way of thinking is different from others I  forgave them. Yea it was little hard for me to forgive them but I forgave them , I also forgave my friends and my fellow pack members
for their rude behaviour towards me.
I forgave them because I know they treated me like shit because they loved their BETA MALE AND BETA FEMALE(my mom dad) , they had blamed me for my parents death because they didn't know the truth they had thought that I was lying it was my fault my mistake.
With all these thoughts in my mind I fell asleep as I was still very much tired.

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