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  • unspoken - phan
    65.2K 2K 31

    Dan, depressed and anorexic, gave up on speaking years ago. He was lost in alcohol and loneliness until a black haired boy showed up and broke the silence. [trigger warning; depression, anxiety and anorexia/bulimia] - this story is from a german girl, who's not fluently speaking english

  • The First Time (Phan)
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    Dan was a teenage boy who was a bit awkward and not the most popular person. He was happy, but not the happiest he could be. That was until he was told about a certain YouTuber who changes his life forever. A FICTIONAL story of how Phan became what it is today. This is a safe Phan fiction with no triggers (although...

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  • Promises
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    Frank Iero was admitted into the Blueman Mental Hospital because of some imaginary demon he believes is following him. Gerard Way was admitted into the Blueman Mental Hospital because of severe depression, self-harm and suicidal thoughts. When they're forced to be roomates? Well promises are made, promises are kept...

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  • boy || phan
    351K 16.2K 30

    "I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction

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  • camping
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    [complete] what happens at camp, stays at camp ; copyright © 2016

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  • please don't break my heart
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    [complete] dhizzle : can i call u mine? amazingphil : ugh ; 2009!phan ; copyright © 2018

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  • STRAWBERRIES & CIGARETTES | PHAN
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    phan // sugar and smoke rings, i've been a fool

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  • gucci
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    > phan dan: big dick energy philly: what philly: what the fuck is big dick energy philly: what are you a fortune teller or some shit where a local and a member of stan twitter somehow fall in love despite the language barrier

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  • pretend (phan)
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    Dan Howell was the typical spoiled, rich boy with butlers driving him to operas and maids making him nachos for breakfast. Phil Lester, however, was the opposite. Barely any money and deadbeat parents, he lives in a bad neighborhood in a gross apartment with cat hair covering the carpet and an odd roommate. And then...

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  • The lying llama // Phan (COMPLETED 10/12/16)
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    **TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, ABUSE, etc*** COMPLETED 10/12/16 Dan walks into class one day with a black eye, a burst lip and bruises and cuts up his arm. What is he hiding from Phil?

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  • Unknown // Phan
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    Unknown: Is this Dan Howell? Dan: Uh yeah, who is this and how did you get my number? Unknown: does it matter? Dan: Yep, because this is my private phone number.

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  • scarred • phan soulmate au
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    an au where if your soulmate gets hurt, you get hurt. "mind if i sit here?" "not really" "hi, i'm phil lester" "dan howell" 1st book !note that in this fanfic they're the same age! !TW for mentions of self harm!

  • Speak up already - Phan
    3.7M 163K 79

    Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

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  • Summer Camp | Phan (1/3)
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    Dan is forced into going to a summer camp in the country side of Britain, his mother feels Dan is irresponsible, and would only be getting drunk and fucking about if he stayed at home. WRITTEN 2013. (I have since, gone through and attempted to improve on it).

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  • colors ✖ phan
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    「COMPLETE」 A boy with a permanently black band finds someone who would want to help them see colors again.

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  • anathema ; phan
    779 101 15

    {edited} "won't you go to someone else's sleep? won't you go to someone else's head? haven't you taken enough from me? won't you torture someone else's sleep?" TW : depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, actual suicide attempt. read at your own risk.

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  • addiction ✎ phan
    1M 45.1K 47

    [COMPLETED] when dan buys cigarettes to a store who has a cute shop assistant

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  • fairy floss // phan au
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    "aw are you guys dating?" "not yet" ♡⚣♡ sequel to ferris wheel

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  • ferris wheel // phan au
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    "would it be weird if i said i was thinking about you?" "no, it'd be quite fitting, since i was thinking about you too" ♡⚣♡ in which two strangers sit next to each other on a ferris wheel

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  • TAMPONS | PHAN
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    TAMPONS | PHAN "I didn't think they were for you" When one boy goes to buy tampons for his girlfriend, he never expects to find himself falling for the cashier that checks him out (in more ways than one). ROOMON © 2016

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  • call me dan ➳ phan
    10.8M 325K 192

    just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

  • transgender ➳ phan
    17.3M 689K 197

    my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

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  • fun ; phan
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    "Let's go have fun," - Phil, the school jock who towers over everyone in height, falls fast for a short boy named Dan. [COMPLETED]

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  • arms // {phan}
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    Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...

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  • Pretty Boy (Phan)
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    Dan wanted to be pretty (TW: death/eating disorders/depression) Also im not good at covers if you wanna make me one thats great (@phan-tabulousphil on tumblr) Sorry for the promo but I need Current cover by Danspillow

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  • letters to my soulmate
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    phan soulmate AU Everything drawn on your soulmates skin will appear on yours, and Dan, despite constantly having beautiful designs appearing on his arms, wants nothing to do with it.

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  • The First Words: Phan AU
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    The year is 2020, and everyone is now born with tattoos, a DNA modification made by modern scientists. You could say that the ink is unique; permanently placed on your skin, the first words you hear your soulmate speak.

  • kisses ✎ phan
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    [COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

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  • go away, phil ➙ phan
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    ❝ hi dan! ❞ ❝ go away, phil. ❞ phan au. © 2017 main ; @urnasti

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  • Boys Your Age
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    "What if I was gay?" "I'd fuck you." //Phan I was 13 when I wrote this please feel free to read anything else I wrote down the line, babes.

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