"I've been having that dream over and over again... The flashback from when we went to school together. 'The future will always be death... And I don't like losing, either, Which makes it all the worse.' The most humane thing that... the flea... has ever told me." •°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•...
Izaya Orihara, the best broker in the city, his head filled with the dark secrets of others. No one knowing that Izaya himself has a secret that could destroy everything he has built if it was found out. In a society were nekos are seen as little more than pets, with few rights and the requirement to have an 'Owner'...
After years of fighting, Izaya decides he is no longer interested in playing with Shizuo. He decides to go out and tell the 'brute' just that so hopefully, they can move on with their lives. Unfortunately, Shizuo misunderstood! He thinks Izaya doesn't want to fight him because the 'flea' is in love with him. Shizuo re...
Hello. This is a fanfic that I took seriously. It's finish and it will be uploaded and complete. It is a Shizaya fanfic. If you don't like the ship you can still read it. It's not like four pages in and their already fucking. This book is more about the depts of the show. To make a proper story line. I highly encoura...
After Izaya fails to commit suicide he goes back in town. Izaya's out in the cold rain until he meets up with Shizuo who is offering to give him his umbrella. What twisted fate arises between them? (DISCLAIMER: I don't own Durarara and the photos I used for the cover)
{TBH probably sounds like basic sad Shizaya shit} Izaya Orihara hadn't been seen in months which had really put Shizuo in a good place until one rainy night he stumbles upon Izaya, going to confront him he realizes things are not what they seem.
Izaya Orihara disappeared for six months, only to be found bloody, broken, and beaten in the streets of Ikebukuro by a shocked Shizuo Heiwajima. He's forgotten everything, now only a shadow of himself. Just what happened to him while he was gone? And why is he so nervous about being touched?
Izaya is having some difficulty. He has nightmares whenever he closes his eyes, he can't eat, and Shizu-chan is always on his tail trying to kill him. Izaya's depressed state finally shows one day.... how will Shizuo take it? What's gonna happen to their relationship from now on? . . . this is a serious story but to...
One day, one year after he last saw the flea, Shizuo needs to go to Kyoto with his boss, Tom-san. Guess who does our favourite monster meet there... or guess who he trips over in that city... his dearest 'nomimushi'. Read and find out what will happen next! Definitely Shizaya😏 Also my first fanfic ever so... and...
Izaya Orihara is a 16 year old boy who's family's been ripped apart. Taking care of twin younger sisters he struggles to keep his head afloat. Suddenly a blonde demon appears by the name of Shizuo Heiwajima. Will Izaya be able to be pulled out of this dark hole, or will his life come crumbling down?
After Shizuo and Izaya tie the knot, will the panic attacks and Nightmares finally go away, or will he find himself sinking deeper and deeper into the abyss as time rages on?
When Izaya becomes and self harming alcoholic, will Shizuo set aside his pride to help him? Or will he give up on a Bipolar depressed Izaya?
Izaya loves Shizuo way too much and knowing that he hates him, he can't take it anymore and commits suicide. This story is very short btw Hope you like it~ ! Warning: contains suicide !
Izaya has an abusive father who forces Izaya to live with him and only lets him out to work. Izaya puts up with it just to protect his family. Shinra is the only one who knows, and is Izaya's best friend. Shizuo of course, is Izaya 's hopeless crush who goes too far one day and causes the flea's mask to crumble, revea...
Izaya kept thinking about what people say to him. He suddenly aware about himself. Then when he meet Shizuo, what he will do?
Hehe, you must have to read! Warning - Suicidal Thoughts. Self Harm. Gruesom language. Gore here and there maybe. Please nobody take offence to this! This does deal with depression, and Suicide. Of you ever find yourself in this kind of mental state, get help.
Being sarcastic and arrogant become a trade mark for Izaya. However, no one knew what's the deepest secret that he hold deep inside. What will Shizuo do when he know about it?
He knew he'd never change, no matter what happened. But he wore a plastic smile anyway, lied to everyone he met, all the while not realising his actions would come back to haunt him in the future... When everything gets too much and he asks for help, he knows he won't receive anything. He knew he was messing things up...
Izaya hadn't always voiced his opinions, sometimes it was easier to leave them unsaid or written down. Maybe he wouldn't of been hated by everyone if he left them that way. But sometimes it's hard to stay silent forever.
When Izaya wakes up one morning after feeling increasingly more irritable day by day and decides theres nothing left for him, he does the only thing he can; he attempts suicide. (My graceful return to the Shizaya scene after 3 years <3)
An accident occurs during a battle with Shizuo that puts Izaya in a poor mental state. As time passes, he begins to lose his memories one by one. How will Shizuo cope to losing the number one person on his mind?
Izaya questions all he ever works and lives for. Then when finding the answer he looses himself completely. Spiraling into a depression he can't pull himself out of. He laughs at himself when found at his lowest point by the last person he wanted to be seen by Warning// deep fanfiction. Trigger warning for some people...
*****Completed******* Izaya Orihara is a strange person. On the outside he seems heartless and even psychotic. However, on the inside, he suffers through his own problems. After a devastating turn of events, Izaya ends up revealing his soft, fragile side to the person he hates the most. *Disclaimer: I do not own Dura...
Izaya is haunted by panic attacks, nightmares, and mental and physical illness. What will happen when Shizuo is the only one who seems to be able to cure him?
"Hey Shizu-chan? Can I ask you a question? It's a little personal." Izaya never thought he would find himself in such a situation- talking with Shizuo under the artificial light of cheap stars. On his bed no less. Although he shouldn't have been so surprised, it was happening an awful lot lately. "What is your bigges...
Izaya finds himself subconsciously returning to Ikebukuro after an unspecified amount of time and, of course, Shizuo finds out. What happens when they see each other again for the first time in a long time? Written from alternating points of view. ~~~~ Disclaimer: Credit to the artist for the cover image I love feedba...
Izaya doesn't know how to deal with his feelings in a healthy or safe way. Shizuo tries to help him since he has dealt with similar issues in the past. TRIGGER WARNING-There will certainly be self harm, probably depression, suicidal ideation and actions, and other possible topics that could be triggering to people. P...
It has been three years ever since the great information breaker, Izaya Orihara has suddenly vanished from Ikebukuro, it was like one day he was here and the other day gone. No one knows why the sudden dissapearance of The Great Orihara Izaya. During this three years of Izaya's absence, Ikebukuro has been quite peacef...
Izaya has always been alone. Nobody liked him for his entire life, except for the people who pretended to be friends with him only for benefits. His only actual 'friend' had left him for a headless demonic creature, and his own sisters try to kill him. Izaya never had anyone to depend on, and had always kept to himsel...
