Kiss Me Slowly || lashton on hold

Luke has been depressed for months and Ashton just wants to make him happy.

The happy and the depressed (lashton)

Luke Hemmings. Popular, openly gay, excepted, Always happy. Ashton Irwin. Popular yet bullied at home, openly gay, self harm-er, depressed. What happens when Luke's family moves? Will Luke be able to fix Ashton? Or is he broken beyond repair? *May have triggering seens. Read with caution.* **Discontinued** ...

Unhappy ~ Lashton Hemwin - Book One ✔

Ashton Irwin; 15 years old, depressed, has social anxiety, quiet, alone, broken, Unhappy. Luke Hemmings; 17 years old, outgoing, popular, punk, funny, but Unhappy.

Ayuadamé - help me *lashton*

"How come it says 'ayuadamé' on your wrist?" "It means help me". Luke hemmings was a wonderful kid with a mother, father and siblings, but since his father is in the hospital he has been upset, since he doesn't want him to die. but he is depressed and needs help. Ashton Irwin was a depressed kid but no one knows t...

Anxiety -A.I + L.H-

Anxiety rules over many people's lives and Luke was just another person that fell under its power. It was strong. Living with three best friends gave him a great reason to smile, but was it more powerful than the reign of worry? Maybe living in seclusion with supervision will take over his life and Luke Hemmings will...

anti-depressants || ashton [au]

❝if the pills trick me into thinking i'm happy why can't they trick me into thinking that things are okay❞ Ⓒ mildparanoia [2014] all rights reserved

Broken || a. i.

broken; {broh-kuhn} adj. 1. reduced to fragments; fragmented. 2. ruptured; torn; fractured

Save me from myself - Lashton/5SOS

Ashton Fletcher Irwin: 19, Australian, drummer in 5 Seconds Of Summer, loved by millions, hated by himself. -Lashton fanfiction<3

Where My Demons Hide (Lashton)

Luke has been hiding his eating disorder, self harm, addiction, AND love for Ashton for too long. All these secrets are dragging him further and further into his spiraling depression..what will happen when he finally has had enough? Will his demons destroy him entirely? Or will he be saved?

Disconnected (Muke)

michael just moved back with his best friend ashton after leaving his older brother back in a different country. he never expected to fall in love on his adventure to london. lowercase intended *mention of anorexia and self harm/ depression* (also some Lashton) COMPLETED

Insane»Mashton (editing)

☠Skinned 2 children ☠Murdered 4 adults ☠Murdered 10+ teens ☠Suicide attempt at age 13 ☠Hung his parents ☠Overdosed on pills ☠Depression ☠Self harms ☠Murdered more adults ☠Shot in best friend in the leg This was Ashton's past. *[Book 1]*

100 Letters || lashton.

in which ashton commits suicide and luke is left to pick up the pieces. "the cuts hurt. I hurt. everything hurts. im giving up. i don't care anymore. help me. " trigger warning, don't read if cutting, suicide, etc. bother you, this story is very depressing and i don't want to make anyone that is in a hard place like...

Just Hold On Till Tomorrow - Ashton Irwin Fanfic [On Hold/ In Editing]

An Ashton Irwin Fanfic Warning: May contain mentions of: Self Harm Suicide Attempts Depression If you are sensitive to these topics please don't read This book is currently on hold while I edit all of the mistakes. I'm insure if I will continue this book or delete it.

emoticons ☹ lashton

luke's depressed. ashton smiles, but that doesn't mean hes happy. [one sentence]

100 Days To Be Loved // Lashton

Ashton was broken completely. His life wasn't normal. To most people like you, Ashton Irwin had an amazing life, touring the world with his three band mates, money to burn and three best friends. His life was perfect, but there was a lot behind closed doors that no one saw. Too much hate to handle, two dead parents. M...

Save me (Lashton)

Luke Hemmings is a popular boy in High school. Everyone loves him and others wish to be him. Everyone, including boys, thinks he's the hottest thing alive. Luke is nice. Luke is happy. Luke is Talented. Luke is rich. Luke is gentle. Luke is sweet. Luke is gay. Ashton is an outcast in High school. Everyone bullies him...

Scar Tissue (Lashton AU)

"We stopped checking for monsters under our beds once we realized the monsters were inside of us." Ashton Irwin. A 16 year old Aussie entering his Junior year. Everyone either ignores him or bullies him to an extent. Other then the bullying, no one talks to him. He hates himself. Luke Hemmings. A 17 year o...

Dead Man Walking (Lashton)

Ashton is a 17 year old suffering from major depression and self harms. He finds himself on the end of a bridge when he meets Luke Hemmings, and his life might change forever, for the better or for the worse.

I will always love you // Lashton

Imagine waking up every day dreading what will happen, well that's my life and I hope you enjoy your time here. Self harm Boyxboy

The Pharmacist

The Pharmacist Description: Luke was bullied. He self harmed. Late last year he attempted suicide. Luckily his brother found him before it was too late. Now he's better, taking anti-depressant pills. Usually when Luke goes to pick up his pills he is greeted by Lucy, an elderly kind women who he talks to. But...

Words From a Psycho *Lashton*

Ashton is in a mental hospital, but this is the place where he meets his love. (Each chapter is only going to be a few words) *Warning* This story will contain depression and self harm ALSO, THIS COULD BE TRIGGERING! PLEASE DO NOT READ IF DEPRESSION AND SELF HARM TRIGGER YOU THIS IS A FANFIC THIS IS NOT R...

Save me→Lashton (on hold)

(This is my first fanfic so bear with me...) Luke Hemmings is a depressed 17 year old who gets hit by his abusive father and school bullies daily. He has one friend named Calum who doesn't know anything about his problems. He plans on keeping it that way. Ashton Irwin is the new guy in school. Most of the kids like hi...

Diary of a drummer. (Lashton au)

book ONE This isn't a diary. It's a journal. Only girls do "Diarys". I'm a boy so technically its a journal. Does the name "Journal" go with a book that has a pink cover with purple fuzz lining it? I mean, I could easily cross out the curly words that light up when you press a button that read 'Diary'. All I have to...

Diary of a Guitarist

book TWO (READ BOOK ONE FIRST IF YOU HAVE NOT) I will fully admit this is a diary. There is no way I will fight it.I'm here to talk about my feelings, my thoughts, my crushes..And I'm totally okay with it. I have no shame at all.I'm okay with the fact that the cover is a bright purple with curly letters that read 'dia...

conversations | lashton

short dialogue between the two lovers and a bumpy road.

Over and Over (Lashton)

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the fa...

You Don't Hear My Cries - Lashton

Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?