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  • There is a Light That Never Goes Out (Phan)
    22.9K 782 2

    When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smokin...

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  • Lacking [Phan]
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    Dan Howell has grown up wingless in a world full of wings. Old legends have twisted the views of his peers, leaving him utterly alone until he meets the strangely beautiful Phil Lester, who has a different view on their world. Phil may not have the ability to give Dan wings, but he can sure as hell make him feel as if...

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  • Nothing Burns Like the Cold (Phan)
    252K 13.5K 22

    Phil Lester is 'special', having the power to manipulate water with just a flick of his hand. Because of this, he was transferred into the special school, Dahlia Academy, which was built to harbor students with magical abilities. Here, he meets Dan Howell, a cold and distant pyromaniac who doesn't get close to anyone...

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  • Wonderwall | phan au (COMPLETE)
    61.5K 3.5K 19

    "When you feel like you're just stuck in a hole, it's your Wonderwall that saves you." Dan signs himself into a mental hospital after he has suicidal thoughts. Once there he meets Phil, his shy roommate. He will do anything and everything to get Phil out of his shell. ~ inspired by the film "it's kind of a funny st...

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  • Black Film | Phan (COMPLETE)
    128K 6.9K 28

    Social anxiety ridden Phil Lester meets socially active, energetic, Dan Howell in his film class.

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  • If I Knew Then (Phan)
    617K 23.7K 32

    **Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...

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  • Doomed-Bring Me The Horizon
    22.5K 1.1K 11

    Dan and Phil get in a fight, causing Phil to leave. Will he want to take Dan back? Is their marriage in jeopardy?

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  • Paint It Black (Phan fic)
    156K 7.1K 24

    Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

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  • Skinny Love-Phan
    29.7K 1K 1

    Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D

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  • ONLY FOOLS ❥ PHAN
    75.9K 4.1K 25

    Young love is a lot more than just chemicals inside your head, it's a lot more than just having a petty crush on a hot guy that sits in front of you, young love is the start of emotions; the beginning of learning how to love. Might be a lil cringe as I never intended for this to become my first full on phanfiction, re...

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  • Demonic // phan
    460K 27.5K 27

    Phil is an ordinary guy with an ordinary life. Nothing very special about him, he's just normal. But it all changes when, on the weirdest day of his life, he meets the very quiet and recluse, Dan Howell. He's different. Phil doesn't usually do different, but something about Dan makes him want to try it. But when he's...

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  • arms // {phan}
    892K 35.3K 18

    Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...

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  • Take me to church (Book 1)
    804K 46.2K 61

    A boy raised around religion and the discounts for sin, Phil Lester is definitely not one to go around looking for trouble. With his father being the vicar of their local church, Phil has a lot to live up to and has to keep his reputation high if he's to be accepted. He doesn't do parties or drinking; the thought of...

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  • The Benefits Project ; phan au
    2M 61.4K 34

    Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their y...

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  • polarize // phan
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    "the world isn't just black and white, you know." the year is 1994. philip lester has been brought up with the most religious of ideals, in a highly christian household. he attends church every sunday, says grace at the dinner table nightly, prays as often as possible, and wouldn't ever dream of disobeying his parents...

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  • A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)
    2.9M 108K 90

    TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

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  • Alive (Phan)
    613K 34.3K 31

    Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

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  • Relapse (Phan)
    253K 16.3K 29

    SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...

  • When We Met (phan fiction)
    771 46 5

    A cute little story about dan and phil.

  • public fear ☹ phan
    51.4K 2.9K 17

    "Do you know those cartoons where people have a little devil and a little angel on their shoulder?" "Yeah?" "That's exactly what I have." ~ trigger warning(s): mentions of; pills, panic attacks, good/bad personas <3

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  • Phil's secret
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    This is a story about dan and phil. In this story dan thinks something is wrong with Phil but Phil tries to convince dan that he is fine. Can Dan save Phil before it is too late?

  • Lester's Lillies
    61 5 2

    Dan Howell is what people would consider a 'starving artist.' He makes barely enough to support himself with his art, but its all he wants to do. It's in his blood. His fingers stained with the colours of his acrylics. The oil pastels become his natural scent. Painting and sketching. It's become his life. Dan can't d...

  • The Announcement (Phan)
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    I imagine that this is sort of how they'll come out? Just a short cute thing I tried out

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  • Dan and Phil: Two British Nerds
    51.1K 1.5K 4

    Dan and Phil have been living together for a few years and are very similar best friends. When Dan thinks he may have feelings for his friend Phil he doesn't want Phil to know in fear of ruining their friendship but little does he know Phil feels the same way.

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  • My Only Love - Phan
    273K 8K 34

    Dan and Phil are the best of friends, but they both have a secret, the same secret. The more they hold it in the bigger the secret gets, how long will it take until the secret unfolds and will the world ever agree? Story by me, do not copy without permission

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  • transgender ➳ phan
    17.3M 689K 197

    my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

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  • call me dan ➳ phan
    10.8M 325K 192

    just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

  • repeating days ➳ phan
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    after all these years, i can finally see him again

  • Messages (Phan fiction)
    1.2M 43.4K 16

    Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

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  • Speak up already - Phan
    3.7M 163K 79

    Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

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